对抗我自己
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Hello,各位听众大家好,欢迎回到坏蛋调频,我是五三这期节目由我来为大家分享一些我最近在听的音乐首先我们听到的是来自瑞典的说唱歌手 Young Lean 的一首近期发行的单曲 Shadow BoxingThere's no pride when there's greedVivid dreams wake up sweat covered sheets

i wanna go back to sleephaunted dreamslucid themes chase me down the streetwoke up to needthe money and the greedthe stress inside the streetsanxiety creepscreepers through the feet

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i got a slow it downlike the turtle beats the harethere's no point in this greedvivid dreams make up sweat-covered sheets

i wanna go back to sleephaunted dreamslosing themeschase me down the streetwake up to needthat money and the greedyou stress inside the streetsanxiety creepscrick moves through the fieldit's me against meit's me against me

前段时间当音乐平台给我推送这首歌的时候它的名字就在第一时间吸引了我 Shadowboxing 翻成中文就是空机

这个空机是战力格斗里面比较重要的一个训练项目可以帮助训练者提升他的移动能力还有一些组合技在空机的时候我们需要一个想象出来的对手但其实在练习空机的感受就像杨令刚刚歌里唱到的 It's me against me 是我在对抗我自己

下面这首歌出自北伦敦的卧室说唱歌手 Demothy Lacoste 歌曲的名字叫 ConfusedI forgot your secret

I don't know what to do

losing focus confusedi don't know what to dolosing focus confusedi touchi wanna turn to moneyhappen if i never think ofcogscarrotslike a donkeypatiencestressramp race and societysuit and timeoxford streetemployeri'm lazylike a stoneris it the food that i eat

is it the friends that i makeis it the friends that i makei don't know what to dolosing focus confusedi don't know what to dolosing focus confused

Dimothy Lacoste 是从 2016 年开始制作歌曲 2017 年在油管上活起来的我关注这个歌手已经有几年了他的音乐吸引我的地方就是非常像蒙在日常生活表面上的一层滤镜听起来非常 chill 但是你也心知肚明这种 chill 是假的

接下来这首歌呢来自 Donald Glover 的音乐人分身 Childish Gambino 他刚刚推出了自己在这个身份下的最后一张音乐专辑我们来听其中的一首轻快的歌叫真爱 Real LoveIt's clear that you're ever lovingIt's coming from my heartI never had anyone else to callIt's clear that you're ever I was all goneIt's clear that you're ever in countYes you're right

下面是一首充满了情绪的说唱歌曲叫 Daylight 由 1995 年出生的乌干达裔说唱歌手 Lancy Fox 为我们带来同样他是从 2015 年在油管上表演 Freestyle 起家的接下来我们一起来听这首 Daylight

she said she said she said i wanna love to the day like i wanna love to the day yeah i wanna love to the day like i wanna love to the day yeah she said she said she saidneed someone that knows her body need some expertise need some motivation she been looking for some man24 hours someone there when she needi'm starting to see the daylight she won't let me leavequick to get your wayfor you i should dress like

i tell her get dressed listen to the dressshe got a her did baby is pressedall she knows yes yes princessof course for sure you got it uh-huh unlessno more and even then you get the resti'm falling i'm falling baby it's a beti put that baby in me and you gon' be sadand if you ain't got it that mean they ain't madshe ask us to do this she get that from meshe looking pretty more pretty than medo that little trick lil baby that's me

you keep it soft you keep it G you keep it short you keep it sweetyou on my back you on my feetI wanna love till the day you lieI wanna love till the day I wanna love till the day you lieShit I'm sick that I try to use some disciplineBut I don't be stylingI'll swap you out and switch you inIf you complaining about the time I giveDon't you complicate the simple thingsNo no I wanna love till the day you lieI wanna love till the day I die

下面我们要听到的仍然是一位英国的说唱歌手来自曼彻斯特的 Ice Boy Violet 他与西班牙音乐人 Newen 合作的一首 Fragmentary 非常情绪的情绪说唱我们一起来感受一下

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i'm talking no look i'm not looking it's always lookingkind of strong

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下面我们来把情绪收敛一下

进入我们耳朵的是来自瑞典的独立民谣音乐人 Alex Olson 的一首非常短的作品 Someday I'll Get It 总有一天我会得到 I've been doing all kinds of drugsTo get you out of my mindCause I know this truth makes my heart

就在前不久呢,我发现了一个非常破次元壁的合作,来自 Kendrick Lamar 和 Pottishead 主唱 Beth Gibbons 的合作。

歌的名字叫《Mother, I'm Sober》非常有戏剧感的一首歌让我们一起静下来聆听它《Mother, I'm Sober》

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i wake up at night

we show ourselves

I remember looking in the mirror knowing I was gifted only childme for seven years everything for Christmas family tiesthey accused my cousin did he touch you Kendricknever lied but no one believed mewhen I said he didn'tfrozen moments still holding on ithard to trust myself I started rhymingcoping mechanisms to lift up myselftalked to my lawyer told me not to beso hard on myself he has an aura

i hope to achieveif i find some helpcongratulationsmade it to be famousstill i feel uneasywater watchinglive my life in natureonly thing what leaves mespirit godwhisper in my eartell me that she sees medid he touch youi said no againstill they didn't

I wish you were somebody by yourself

i was never highi was never drunknever held my mindi need controlthey handed me some smokebut still i declinedi did it sobersitting with myselfi went through all emotionsno dependenceexcept for onelet me bring you closer intoxicatedthere's a lustful naturethat i failed to mentioninsecurities that i projectsleeping would hurt

i said nobut this time i liedi knew that i can't fix itpure soul even in her painknow she cared for me gave me a numbersaid she recommended some therapy

i asked my mama why she didn't believe mewhen i told her no i never knewshe was violated in chicagoi'm sympathetic told me that she fearedit happened to me for my protectionthough it never happened she wouldn't agreenow i'm affected20 years latertrauma has resurfaced amplifiedas i write this songi shiver cause i'm nervousi was five questioning myselflong for many yearsnothing's wrongjust results on how them questionsmade me feeli made it home

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so i set free my cousin chaotic for my mother's paini hope i can make you proud cause you ain't dying vainso i set free the power of whitney may she heal us allso i set free our children make a karma keep them with godso i set free the hearts filled with hatred keep our bodies sacredas i set free all your abusers this is transformationwe share with somebodyanybody but myself

I bear my soul and now we're free

Beth Gibbons 在前不久推出了自己的新专辑这张专辑距离她上一张的个人专辑已经过去 22 年了同时她也随着新专辑的推出开启了一轮巡演虽然我没有机会看到她的演出但是我还是很开心因为我好喜欢她

这期节目的最后呢我们来听她新专辑 Lives Outgrown 当中的最后一首歌也是我最喜欢的一首名叫 Whispering Love 爱的我是吴三再见 Lives of a tree of lifeWhere the summer sunShines throughThe trees of wisdom

i know you

when youand they

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