Unveiling My Journey: From ICU Nurse to Content Creator | Money Birdette DSH #784
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Feel better now or when you were a nurse overall? I'm not saying I don't have any purpose. I put my time in. I did 13 years. Probably give me a lot of judgment about my choice to be an OnlyFans model or kind of go into adult porn industry. My life is way better now. I make more money now. I'm not less stressed. I have a lot more freedom. And as I worked as a nurse, it was just paycheck to paycheck, especially if you're in a hospital because when you're around death and you're around certain things, you're like manifesting that into your life too.

All right, guys. Got Money Burdette here. Welcome. Thank you. Love the outfit. Thank you. It's pretty unique. What's going on there? All those dots? It's actually for a photo shoot that I'm shooting tomorrow. So I thought it was just cute enough. Nice. Photo shoot for your OF? For Instagram. This is just like an OF.

Not OF photoshoot trip. This is a more like Instagram photoshoot trip. Okay. You've been doing OF since 18. 2018, yeah. That's early. That is early. I think maybe 20, probably literally like right as the site went public. Damn. So you had that foresight to just see because I feel like it got a lot of hate at first. Oh, yeah. It was like a secret thing. Yeah. Like a lot of photographers and models, we just use it as extra content. It was called only, it's only fans. It's not only porn, which people have that stigma with now.

But in the beginning, it was just extra content and like talking to your fans. So that's all it was in the beginning for me. And then how did it evolve to where you're at now? Like what year did you start kind of taking steps? Well, like I said, I was a neonatal ICU nurse for 13 years. So when I was a nurse, I respected my profession and just sold like extra content, photo shoot pictures, things like that. So then about right before COVID, I would say I left.

And I was making enough money to kind of just go out on my own. So it was quick, the transition. That was a few years. I think 2018 to what, 2020, like two years maybe. Okay. To start making good money. Yeah. I was making, I mean, a lot more money than as a nurse. Really? Oh yeah. I thought nurses make good money. Well. Six figures, right? Yeah.

I think in New York. I probably made over $100,000. Holy crap. Yeah. As a nurse? Yeah. Yeah, it's pretty good, right? Yeah, but it's pretty good. But after taxes and after all the deductions, and it's okay. But for like a single woman to live on...

that kind of a salary. That's kind of why I did the OnlyFans thing. Yeah, $100K in New York, apartments alone is probably like $5K a month, right? Well, mine now is probably about $4K. Yeah, so $4K plus food and then expenses. The car, everything. It was just working to pay your bills. Yeah, you have nothing left to invest or save in pretty much. So that makes sense why you got into it. Yeah. And what did your friends and family think of it? Well, my parents...

My mom now knows, but my father still doesn't. Still? Yeah. Well, he's going to know now after this. I doubt it. Really? Yeah. This gets millions of views. They're just not internet people. Whoa. Well, I had an issue recently because I did go on a podcast and I spoke about it and somebody looked them up on Facebook and sent my mom a bunch of porn on her Facebook wall. So that's how she found out? Mm-hmm. Damn. So she probably told your dad? No. No? She didn't want to hurt him. Oh.

Oh, wow. She was cool about it, though. Like we spoke, I said to her, I'm turning 40. This is what I want to do at this age. I just want to have fun. I'm not married. I don't have kids. And I'm just living my life on my own terms. Wow. You're turning 40? Yeah. I thought you were in your young 30s. No, I'm a lot older. That's impressive. Good genetics. Thanks.

Was not having kids like something you wanted to just do or? No, I wanted to have kids. Like, I feel like as a woman, you're kind of told like you're going to meet somebody, you're going to have kids, you're going to live this dream. But it doesn't happen for everybody. And it's OK. And yeah, I wish I would have had kids. I wish I would have been a mom. I would probably have a very different life, right?

right now, but I didn't. I'm a little unhinged now at this age and I'm kind of just like having fun. I feel that. Also people wait on the East coast. Yeah. No, it's, it's a lot. It's, it's hard to date on the East coast. You think so? Yeah. Everything's really expensive going out. It's expensive going anywhere, doing anything. So it's kind of hard to meet people in that sense. That's true. You're dropping hundreds on a date in New York. Oh God.

Anytime I leave my apartment, it's like a $400 day. Jeez. Yeah. Goddamn. Even an Uber to New York is $100 each way. Dude, yeah. Like from Brooklyn to Manhattan. It's crazy. I noticed that because I just stayed in Jersey City. It was like 120 bucks. I was like, what? It's like two miles. Crazy. That's crazy, right? Yeah. Vegas is no traffic out here. Vegas is great. I love it. You might have to move out here.

No. No state tax. I know. I do like Vegas, though. It's hot. Oh, yeah. The heat's brutal. Brutal. LA's nice, but you're not that safe. You know? You know? You're getting robbed out there. But yeah, New York. New York's in my top three. I love New York. Being a New Yorker and being there for so long, it's kind of hard to live anywhere else. The food is really fucking good.

That's what I miss. I was looking at Uber Eats app and I'm like, oh my gosh, bagel and pizza and pasta out there. They're the best bagels. The bagels out here are disgusting. Yeah. I can't even eat them. I gave them up. I gave up pizza.

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You probably get some weird requests, though. I do get weird requests. Do you do them or no? Yeah, I have to pay. Okay. I'll do like a custom, whatever. Kind of, almost whatever, as long as it's nothing like racist. Because there's a lot of people that are racist. Really? Yeah, like weird race play or I say no. I'm very honest with fans. Like if it's out of my comfort zone, it's not something I'm going to do.

Stuff like that. But they'll ask for like today, literally somebody messaged me and asked me to send him a custom video of me saying that I want to suck his dad off. Whoa. That was a custom. That's an interesting one. A little dad fetish. I was like, yeah, I'll do it. I'll send you an audio or video of that. That's fine. Holy crap. What if he posts it though?

I don't care. People know what I do. We sell a fantasy online. You know, it's not something that's like real. Yeah. And even if it was, who cares? Maybe his dad's hot. What's the most you've been offered for something? For a custom? Yeah. I kind of set my own prices. Like it depends on what they say and how crazy it is and how uncomfortable it makes me. But usually at least $500 for like a couple minutes custom video or picture. Your hourly rate's like...

5k an hour probably. What do you mean by rate? Like if you're charging 500 bucks for a five minute video. Yeah, but we're not getting that many customs. It's not like every hour. It's like a super fan. Yeah. That makes sense. Damn. And now you're doing like video content too, right? Boy girl stuff? Boy girl stuff. Do you like that? I just actually signed, I did the paper, like not paperwork, but I just spoke with browsers. So I might do a scene or two with browsers. Damn. So you're going full out then.

YOLO. Wow. What's going to be the category or theme of the video?

Oh, I don't know. Like I'm just in their system officially. Like if they get a, if I get a booking, maybe I'll fly out and do it. It depends, but I'm able to say what I want to do when I don't want to do what I'm comfortable with. Yeah. But for someone like you, you're making more off OF. I'd be surprised if it's more for like, I'm everything I do is for like promotional purposes. So I would rather be on their site. Like I think they get like 300 million views a day. What? They own Pornhub. Browsers owns Pornhub. Oh, I didn't know that. And I think Reality King's

Possibly. Don't quote me on that. But yes, so if you do a feature, that's a lot of views. Holy crap, yeah. That'll bring fans to my OnlyFans. Then you could funnel them into your life. Because you don't get paid a lot. It's not like the amount of money you make on OnlyFans a day is probably way more than a scene. So I think a lot of the porn stars do both. But it definitely drives them to their OnlyFans pages now. That makes sense. It's kind of like just being on YouTube to funnel views into your other paid things. That's cool. Have you been banned off social media?

So I lost my whole brand two years ago. I never got it back. I rebuilt this page probably in the last two years. Why'd you get banned? They didn't tell you? No. My whole brand was Flower Bomb. So I had a page and I used to rescue animals. So I posted a rescue bird and I think somebody flipped out. I thought I was posting it for clout and then both my pages went down. What? Yeah. So it wasn't even OF stuff you got? No. That's crazy. Yeah. And Instagram never gave my page back.

They're weird with the animal rescues. I got an animal rescuer coming on next week. She rescued some chickens and now they're trying to send her to prison. They're so weird because I also work with a lot of the... Because originally my OnlyFans, one of my pages was to donate a certain amount of money I made to cat rescues because I have four cats. You're a cat girl. I have three rescue cats. I work with Puppy Kitty NYC and Little Wanderers. So I used to donate money to them or drive their pets...

And, you know, I fostered. But I'm a little busy right now. I can't foster. Yeah. Yeah, fostering is tempting, but it is time intensive. It is. I mean, it's like...

And you're traveling a lot, probably. Yeah, these animals are traumatized a lot of times. Like, they'll come from a kill shelter in Brooklyn. They have those for cats? What? I pulled a cat from the kill shelter. She had, like, an hour to live. And somebody posted her on Instagram. So I went and I picked her up. Whoa. So you could schedule a pickup at a kill shelter? No, I had to call and make sure they knew that I wanted to come get her. And then I fostered her. And then I think she was too traumatized. And I loved her. So I kept her. Wow. Yeah.

Beautiful story. So you're not a dog girl? I feel like it's not fair for me to have dogs in the apartment. Yeah. So cats. Yeah. If I had a house, I'd probably have dogs and cats and chickens and everything. I'll run you 20 mil in New York to have a house. I know. I just had Ryan Serhan on. I mean, the stuff he sells is crazy. Just for like a 2,000 square foot penthouse, like 10 mil.

We just shot at this amazing penthouse in New York. It was, I think it was like 39 million. Whoa. And it's just sitting there. That's a lot. Whose was it? I don't know. Oh, you shot a scene there? No, like just shot photos. Oh, okay. Somebody knew somebody that owned it and they let us shoot in it.

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Wow. That's cool. You had a stalker. Yeah. How'd that happen? So I went on a podcast recently and just like you asked me if my parents knew, I kind of said that I didn't tell my parents yet. And at the time, Instagram, when you get verified, they put your first and last name. So I didn't pay somebody to change my first and last name and just money birdette. You know what I mean? It's a lot of money. So he went and looked my parents up on Facebook and was sending pictures to my mom.

On her Facebook wall. And Facebook wouldn't remove them. Damn, so you got doxxed. Yeah. Holy crap. Yeah. Did you change your name? I did. It's Vanity now. Okay. So before I had your real first and last government name. Oh my gosh. And they went and looked up every single person in my family and just kept writing to them. My brother like saying horrible things. Damn. And then I reported it to the police actually. And then the police came and he got so scared. He took it all down. Really? Yeah. Do you find out who it was?

I don't know who it was, but I kind of just posted about it to scare him because it's like cyber stalking. It was stressful for me, obviously. I had to tell my parents something that they didn't want to know. It hurt my family. And then he actually said he wanted to kill himself because he was so scared that the cops were going to come get him. That is weird. I was like, why would you post that?

Yeah, there's some hateful people on social media. What was the point of doing that? To hurt my mom and to hurt me? Yeah. Stranger, you know? There's a lot of people that hate just OF in general. We get a lot of hate. We do. Tons. Do you just block them?

I don't care. Like I just, it's a projection of how you feel about yourself. Cause, cause if you, if you're in a good mental state and you're in a happy place, I would never comment on someone's page or do something like that. You have to like really hate yourself to go do that. Or maybe you hate women. Maybe you can't get women. That's just what I attribute it to. It's weird. Do you feel better now or when you were a nurse overall?

I feel like I had purpose as a nurse. I feel like I have no, I'm not saying I don't have any purpose. I put my time in, I did 13 years. I was like, like I said, I was a neonatal ICU nurse. So a lot of people probably give me a lot of judgment about my choice to be an OnlyFans model or kind of go into adult porn industry. But my life is way better now. I make more money now. I'm not less stressed. I have a lot more freedom. And as I worked as a nurse, it was just paycheck to paycheck, you know,

I was literally like, you know, stressed out every day. I was having sleeping issues. You deal with a lot of emotional stress in a high stressful environment like that as a nurse. Absolutely. You're taking that home with you. You're probably witnessing deaths and trauma. I witnessed a few babies dying. Oh my God. That's traumatic. It was hard. I still think about them a lot. Holy crap. Go to funerals. Yeah, that energy doesn't leave you when you see shit like that. I feel like you got to get in and get out of the medical field, especially if you're in a hospital because when you're around death,

and you're around certain things you're like manifesting that into your life too so i feel like you put in a certain amount of time do what you do do your purpose and maybe get out and do what you got to do 100 there's energy healers that die young super young because you're also taking on a lot of energy and a lot of different things there like there's people that are very stressed so you're also feeling a lot of people's anxiety yeah that's why hospital setting i always feel like shit when i go like the er whatever i just feel like so much negative energy everywhere yeah it's not

It's not a fun setting, man. I don't think I'm actually going to have my kid in the hospital. No? No. Be close to a hospital, though. I'm going to do either. You think so? Yeah. I was thinking either home or there's like these natural wellness centers. So as a NICU nurse, I've seen horror stories about home births. Oh, shit. Because if you were not, there's nothing against it, like the wellness thing and having like doulas and like.

I've seen people that didn't understand, like, be close to a hospital because if something goes wrong and you're not near a hospital, there's a problem, you know? And I've seen babies have issues. Damn. Okay. That's good to know, then. So it'd be like a birthing center right outside of a hospital. Right. Because then there's medical professionals, there's people. Like, you...

I think it's safer to do it like that. Okay. I'll do that. I just want it to be as natural as possible, honestly. Yeah. And the thing that concerns me is a lot of the hospitals are pushing these vaccines on babies. I don't know if you saw that when you were there. Well, I know that, I don't know the law here, but in New York, you get hepatitis B before you leave. Yeah. Well, that one I don't mind, but there's now 40 vaccines by the time you're age one that they're giving. Yeah. So like in the hospital, when you're born, you get erythromycin in your eyes and then you get, by four hours of life, you get vitamin K shot.

Every baby gets one. Okay. State of New York. You think that's needed though? I don't think it's needed. I don't think it's necessary. I don't think all vaccines are necessary. I understand the point of them. And I think that everyone should have a choice. Yeah. I'm on the same page. Yeah. Yeah. I think it should be more of a choice because I heard they cause a scene if you deny that.

Well, I worked in Orthodox Jewish hospital, so it's very different. And a lot of hospitals have ethics committees, so you can say no to certain things. It is your choice. Yeah, I just think 40 before they're one is just absurd. Yeah, the detail. Like there's certain vaccines you get at certain months. So just do your research. 100%. Have you gotten any surgeries? No.

I had my breasts done. Okay. I had a lift. I'm very honest. A lot of people think I've had like a BBL or my body done. I kind of don't. I'm kind of scared to get surgeries just maybe because I've worked in the hospital and I've seen good and bad side of things. Right. So hospitals and me, I'm very like, I have anxiety. So I really don't want to go through like, I feel pressured to get a BBL or different things, which I do feel pressured in the industry. Yeah. Most girls probably got it, right? A lot of girls. Yeah. Yeah.

It's a very invasive procedure and I think a lot of people don't understand it. Super invasive. And sometimes it goes really wrong too. Yeah. Even the breast ones, I heard sometimes they pop or break. Yeah. Did you get the water one?

I have silicone and it's like under the muscle. Okay, under the muscle. I kind of, as I get older, I think it's like when you're younger and you're really like maybe a little bit more insecure. It's everyone's judgment. But I kind of regret a lot of my things like surgeries. I regret my tattoos now. Whoa. How many tattoos you got? I have a whole sleeve. Holy crap. And you regret all of them or just some of them? I don't regret them. I think it was a time in my life where I wanted something because I felt so restricted as a nurse. I wasn't allowed...

Not that you weren't allowed, but you were looked down on at that time to have long nails, have loud makeup, have the tattoos. So when I left my profession, I kind of just like rebelled and I wanted all these things. Maybe didn't think it through. And I kind of don't have, I wish today that I didn't have the sleeve and have my tattoos. Wow. Whole sleeve. What kind of tattoos are on there? It's kind of like, and I also feel like,

It's beautiful work. Yeah, it's really well done. The faces look good. Yeah. So I don't mind it. I don't hate it. I just kind of was like, maybe I should have done something that was more meaning. Yeah. Well, these days you could get them removed though, right? You're not doing it. It hurts, I bet. It hurts. Yeah. Yeah, there is a stigma. And I also have a you know the vibes tattoo. There's a stigma with tats though, especially as a girl, right? Yeah. You probably get looked at in certain ways. Yeah. I think so. Mm-hmm.

I also feel like appearances are a lot like we judge a lot. So by how you look you are getting judged. Oh, yeah subconsciously You can't even like deny it. You're just judging people as soon as you see them I would get judged as a nurse sometimes like by certain things. I know my appearance Yeah, oh cuz you were looking a certain way tattoos. Yeah, and different things like that. Damn and they were like I want a new nurse.

Sometimes they would ask if I had kids and then they say they don't want me taking care of their kids because I didn't have kids. Damn. I've had that a few times. Wow, never heard of that one. Childest. I don't know. I said, well, I've been a nurse for 13 years. I think I know a thing or two, but you know. Yeah, I don't think that should matter. I think experience should matter in that setting. It shouldn't matter because what if I couldn't have kids medically, you know? So...

And I always, like I say, a lot of people say to me, well, you're never going to have kids or find a man what you do. I wanted that. I did that lifestyle for so many years. I was in my 30s. I was almost by 40. I didn't have that reality for me. So I said, like, okay, I want to have fun. I want to have sex. I want to travel. I want to make money and I want to live my life and, you know, just have a little bit of fun. And it's safe fun. The industry is pretty safe. Yeah.

What do you mean by that? Like STD testing and stuff. Oh, okay. You got to get tested all the time? Oh, yeah. For scenes, we have a two-week period of time after you get tested to have a scene. Damn. Two weeks. Yeah. Seven to 14 days. Interesting. Do you meet up with fans? No.

It's not something that like I feel safe doing and it's not something that turns me on. Yeah. You know, those are like the most few videos on porn. Are they? Yeah. Videos. You think they're real? Most of them are not real. That's what I mean. I feel like, well, there's one thing I'm not, I'm not a liar with my fans. I like to be super honest. So they'll ask me something and I'm just brutally honest. Like that's a New Yorker. This is not, this is not an Uber hookup. No, I didn't.

fuck the pizza guy. Or if it is like, you'll know it's a scene and it'll be a porn star. We're making this like experience for you and this like fantasy. But no, I didn't go...

But I did fuck my waiter once. Whoa. From the Versace mansion. What? Yeah. How did he pull that off? I don't know. I was just really attracted to him. And we decided to like fuck in the Versace mansion and filmed it. Damn. And like a year or two later, he ended up on OnlyFans and let me sell it. Whoa. Yeah. So that turned into you pimping him out instead of the other way around. We're still friends. He's cool. And then we also went on like a trip to Mexico and it was just like...

Like a little whirlwind romance. Wow. Yeah. So even though he wasn't making millions, you were still... Money doesn't matter to me. Really? Like, if I like you, if I have chemistry with you, I have chemistry with you. Wow. So you could fuck a broke guy right now. You never know when you're going to meet somebody that you like. It's... Did you ever feel that? Like, you just meet someone and you're like, I don't... There's something there. Yeah. And, like, I can't get you out of my head. Maybe...

Maybe I wouldn't marry you, but there's chemistry there and I wanted to explore it in that kind of sense. I feel that on a friendship level. Yeah, I have certain friends that are completely broke, but I also am really good with boundaries. So like I won't give them or I won't take business advice from them. Yeah. You know, I stopped lending money to friends too. Hell yeah. Yeah. Never do that. I've never gotten it back. I've never gotten it back. Ever. Could be like my best friend at the time too. That's what I tell my friends. I said, are you ready to ruin our relationship over this money? Because either I'm going to just give you a...

And don't ever ask me again because I'll give my family money. But, you know, I don't want us to have an issue with friendship because then I feel like you took advantage of me. Yep. Yeah.

I don't give family money. Strict line on that. It's hard. I think if my brother needed it or my, well, my parents, I definitely helped them out. Yeah. Yeah. I was fortunate. My parents were self-made millionaires, so they don't ask me for money, but I understand that if, if yours are struggling. They definitely live like my dad worked two full-time jobs. Like I had a great, everyone always assumes that like as OnlyFans girls, maybe don't have dads or great family. Like I have the most amazing father and the most amazing mother.

Yeah, daddy issues is definitely a stigma for all left girls. Yeah, so I don't have daddy issues, and a lot of us don't. I think people in the porn industry, like from being in the industry for a few months, I've realized that there's tons of married people. There's tons of people that are in healthy relationships with each other that just explore a different type of sexuality and lifestyle. Yeah, more of an open concept. And it works for them. And maybe that'll work for me. I'm kind of open to it now, which I wasn't. I was a very jealous person. So you were monogamous for a while. Yes.

Very jealous. Yeah, there's a lot of sex clubs out here for swingers. I've never been. Have you been to someone like that? I don't know if I could watch the guy I love have sex with someone else. That's my problem too. I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could do it. Yeah. Even like in the industry, like there's collabs that I'll do that I'll have chemistry with and the collabs that I'll maybe not have chemistry with.

So it's like, I don't really want, I want to have an experience with you and maybe like this is going to be a really great intense scene, but I also don't want to bring another person into it because I know it's going to affect the, maybe the chemistry of the scene. It just depends on who. Right. You know. It's energetic, right? Yeah. It's an intimate experience. It is still an intimate experience, however people look at it. That's why I'm kind of like...

I'm blessed and lucky in the sense where I think coming into the industry, I was lucky where I had following first. Maybe I had a presence on OnlyFans, so people are willing to collaborate with me. But I think in the porn industry, maybe a lot of girls and a lot of guys too aren't that lucky. Yeah. Yeah. You're collabing with some huge names, right? Jason Love. Yeah. How was that? That was cool. That hurt, right? That hurt. I'm not going to lie. Because I went from not having sex for...

I could probably count in the last five years before I started collabing how many people I've had sex with in five years on one hand. Wow. Yes. I was not like, I just, like I said, I just never really like, it wasn't, I don't really have the one night stands. I wasn't really like, I was a monogamous person. And then in December, I kind of just decided like, let me loosen up, you know? Literally. Let me loosen up. I'm not getting any younger. I want to enjoy my sex life and I want to have

you know, some fun right now. Damn. You started off with him. I know. I wasn't ready. What a way to start. You must have fucking bled or ripped. No. That's like a foot, right? No, they're professional. Like they know how to read the room. Like they know how to read body language. Like they kind of know if like they're hurting you and it's not like they want to have this terrible experience for you. Like these are professionals, like honestly, and they're all really nice people. That makes sense. Was that before Lena or after?

That was right after, a little while after. Oh, so he was at the peak of his career. Yeah. Yeah, he was hot from that one. Yeah.

He's really cool. He likes cats, so I like him. Oh, yeah? That's surprising. I know he can hoop, too. I got a ball with him one day. Yeah, he has cats. He's cool. Yeah, that collab was probably the most well-done, executed collab I've seen in your industry. Yeah? Lena and him. That was smart. Yeah, the marketing on that was phenomenal. A lot of people think OnlyFans are porn. We're stupid. But a lot of us are not. We're very, very smart. We know how to use social media and social media marketing. Absolutely. Look at Kazumi. You don't make $10 million on accident by being dumb. No, she's very smart.

Yeah, she bought all the meme page shoutouts. I see them on Instagram all the time. Like, oh, this girl ended up in the ICU from having sex with Jason Love or something. Yeah, I saw that. I'm like, wow, that's definitely fake. Oh, yeah. I see it every day, though, so it's working. If they're paying for shoutouts every single day. Right.

You're right. There's an ROI on that. I think that the majority of people don't realize that that's fake. Oh, it is. Yeah. I believed it the first time I saw it though. Then I'm like, wait, it's been like a year and I'm still seeing it. I remember when I used to, a lot of people don't realize the press is like, you'll do a press kit yourself. Yeah. Putting your own press out about yourself. Exactly. Yeah. PR PR release. Yeah. Those are all bullshit. It's written by the person. Would you ever go on plug talk?

So I'm not really into girls. Like I really don't like boy, girl, girl. I've never done a boy, girl, girl scene. So I'm doing my first one. Okay. But it's with somebody I'm comfortable with and I've filmed them already and I like the way that they film. So I feel comfortable enough to do that. So I wouldn't probably be able to go on Plug Talk and do that without meeting them first and knowing them and kind of having a vibe. I'm big on vibes. Yeah. I can arrange that meeting. But I might. I mean like I can if I want to, but I'm just kind of like –

Putting one foot in right now into the industry where I am a little bit. I just want to see what happens because it is a little overwhelming in the porn side of it. It's not just OnlyFans anymore. I'm meeting a lot of big names, big porn stars. I get very nervous. Yeah. Johnny Sins? I wish. Johnny Sins. Sterling Cooper? I don't know who he is. You don't know him? I used to not watch porn, though. Before this, I didn't know anyone...

I think maybe Jason Love was the only name I knew. Wow. Yeah, with the guys, it's harder, though, to make a name for yourself. Like, I can only name three guys. Yeah. But I know a bunch of girls. I knew a couple girls, but I really didn't until now. I'm like, oh, that's who that is? Oh, I've seen that person in a porn. I've watched them. But I didn't know who they were and their name. Yeah, I haven't seen the rankings in a while, but I know Lana Rhodes was number one for a bit. Is she still number one? I have no idea. Yeah, I know Pornhub. I don't know how they base the rankings, though. Yeah, I don't know. Could be views or something. Yeah. A lot of the top ones are retiring now, though.

Like who? Riley Reed. Oh, she retired. I think so. Right. Unless she does OF. I think they all still have an O like I think forever they will still have that OF like might be a level of retirement, but that's kind of like passive income. Right. You can always recycle that content and sell your own content forever. So like fans will come on there and say, Hey, I want to buy something from four or five years ago. And then you can upsell because it's a private message. You want to see something. That makes sense. You know? Yeah. Cause I know Lana retired, retired, but yeah, she has the OF. Yeah. Uh,

Mia Khalifa retired, didn't she? Long time ago. Long time ago. Yeah, she gets some heat. I don't know why. I always see people talking shit about her. I don't know why. I don't know what she's up to. I think a lot of women get a lot of heat and a lot of men get praised for it. It's so different. Double standards. You knew that coming in though, right? Yeah, of course. You were prepared for it. Some girls can't take the heat. They just fold. You have to. It's hard. You have to put a wall up and say, I don't care what people say about me.

And it's hard for a lot of people. Do you still want a long-term relationship though? I definitely want a long-term relationship. Like I'm open to it, but I'm also very content being alone. And like, I really love myself and love my alone time. That's impressive. Because a lot of women do not think that way. No. They like having someone there with them, you know? Well, I've come from, I've spoken about like abusive relationships and domestic abuse. Yeah. So I've kind of put up a wall around myself, like emotionally, I think. And it's hard for me to let that down with a lot of people.

Especially like physically, emotionally, mentally. It's just draining sometimes in relationships. The relationships that I've been in haven't been positive. So that's where I'm very content being alone because I'm in my head a lot and I feel very safe. Yeah, that makes sense. You might need an ayahuasca journey to get over that. You know, I'm...

You're going to be like, wow, you're crazy. I'm so like against ayahuasca and against psychedelics and mind altering experiences. Really? Why? I want to be in my own mental space and get to that space mentally. Like I feel high when I'm sober, if that makes sense. So you don't like drinking? You like being in control? The only thing I do is drink and I like to be in control. Once in a while I drink. I'm a happy drunk. I like to drink, but I don't really like to be on like,

mind-altering things. Yeah, my age now, I can respect that. My mom dated someone and I used to call him a pussy because he never got drunk or did any drugs. And when I was in high school, I was this loser. I was like talking shit about him. But no, now that I'm older, I don't even like most drugs and alcohol, to be honest. I think most drugs aren't for everyone. There's some people that be able to handle it differently than someone else. Or maybe you're mentally strong. Or maybe you're looking for a certain type of experience on it. I understand that. I understand that a lot of people do that to find something. But I don't know.

I could tell you something that my most unstable friends do drugs, do shrimp. They're always looking for this like enlightenment. And I'm like, you are so mentally unstable. So why are you on these things? I could see that. Yeah. Even weed. I can't even. I've never smoked. What? In New York? Never. That is mind blowing to me. Everyone smokes out there. I just don't want it. I don't care. No cigarettes? Wow. My mom suffered a stroke from smoking. Oh, shit. So I'm very like.

against cigarettes but no I cannot stand cigarette smell and I can't stand weed wow because a lot of people get high before sex they do I don't mind it like you can do whatever you want smoke it's your life your body but I just don't choose to do it yeah wow good for you man you

I only drank, only tequila, only one type of liquor. Yeah, tequila's hard to beat. I can't even drink anything else. I like to drink when I shoot because I get very nervous. Whoa. Even before photo shoots a little bit. So you're drinking on the job? I drank, I had a little tequila earlier because I did a photo shoot before I came here. Damn. It's like my fun, like my social life is me shooting and traveling. I'm very, very introverted and my friends make fun of me. I don't leave my house. So this kind of a trip for me is like my social life. So I like to have fun, let loose.

Photo shoot for me is very fun. Interesting. It's like partying for me. Instead of going to a club, I'll do a photo shoot. Because I'd say most people in your space are not introverts. No. It depends who I'm around to. You read the room, read someone's energy. Yeah. But I'd say the girls are very energetic, extroverted for the most part. Well, I have to be. I say a lot of us put on a persona, like a money bird out on the internet, but in real life.

I don't walk around like that. I don't look like made up like a doll 24-7 in lingerie. I'm not like walking around giving dick rates. I'm a real person, you know? How did the name come about? Money Birdette. So there's a famous lingerie brand called Honey Birdette and it's super expensive and classy. Got it. So I just really liked it and it was available. Wow. I never heard of that brand. Why is it so expensive? You think? It's like $400 lingerie set. Holy shit. I love it. And you're ripping those up, right?

Ripping no no. Oh, okay. No, those are like expensive, but I a lot of the models shooting them mmm $400 organic material or something it's just high quality high-end you feel like expensive and You feel great in it. Damn. You got a sex dungeon in your apartment. Don't you know? I wish I have a plant room a plant room. Oh

I collect rare plants. Rare plants. Yeah, like my whole entire walls are covered. I let the vines grow. Whoa. That's actually really cool. See, I'm more into that than the poor stuff. I love plants. I love. No, I literally like some of my fans will buy me rare plants, like $150 leaf. I'll grow it from a cutting. Damn, that's actually awesome. Yeah. So you're big on nature. Big on plants. You need that in New York because there's no nature. Literally. It's like I'm obsessed with plants. That's cool. I do poison ivy scenes.

Whoa. Yeah, in my plant room. How does that work? I have like a cosplay as Poison Ivy and sometimes I'll do a scene. So you literally prick yourself? No, no. Poison Ivy, the cosplay. Oh, I thought you meant the Poison Ivy, like the thing that scratches you up. Okay. No, no, no. I dress up as her as a cosplay. Got it. Got it. That is awesome. Yeah, I can't wait to see that room. In my plant room. I'm starting gardening right now with my fiance. Yeah? Yeah. We're super into it. I'm so into it. It's so amazing. I love plants. I could talk to you all day about plants.

I love it. I'm always repotting my friends' plants. I'll go to their house and like, oh, this is why your plant's dying. You need this. You need that. You need this soil, this fungus. You need this bacteria. Damn. I have an interesting theory on plants actually. So like sometimes someone weird will walk in the house and the plant will die in a few days. I think they can sense energy. Yeah, they definitely can. They can actually tell your color, what you're wearing in front of them. They've done so many studies. Like there's like, it looks like neurons. And yeah,

They can tell when you're standing in front of them or talking to them. Whoa. And they communicate, I think, through like frequencies with animals. So sometimes I feel like if my animal is bothering a plant, I'm like, maybe the plant needs water or something. Wow. So they're very intelligent. Very intelligent. That's crazy. Yeah. Because before it was thought they didn't have a consciousness or anything. No. Times are changing. Sometimes I'll wake up in my house and I'll feel like, why do I need to go in there and water this plant? Like, it must be.

something maybe on some subconscious level or yeah damn you are connected with your plants i love that yeah um where can people find you and you got anything else coming up

People can find me on Instagram, MoneyBirdette. My OnlyFans is MoneyBirdette. My Twitter is MoneyBirdette. I was able to find it across the board. Nice. We'll link it below. Yeah. Cool. Check her out, guys, if you're interested in a dick review. No, I'm just kidding. Check her out, though. I love them. They're fun. She'll be brutally honest if you send one, so be careful. I will, as long as you want me to be. Okay. I'm nice. I don't want to hurt you. We'll check it out, guys, and we will see you tomorrow. Peace.