Shownotes Transcript
We are always informed by Being, its Awareness thats informed by its own being and the movement of being becomes so obvious. Don't tune out of the world, but simply not belong to it. Don't tune out of your thoughts, but simply not belong to them. That way you discover every level of you as Awareness. Which means when I experience I who am listening to these words, when I experience resistance, although for some very challenging and for some less challenging, it really depends, it might flow from challenging to less challenging. To totally accept resistance grows you, to know you, to develop the forms of one's perception as Awareness, but also to evolve Awareness itself, to realise what it is. It can't grasp it, it doesn't need to understand it, but something happens as I take care of all within my own experience, but in the real experience I am the experience of pure being aware. Then comes the experience of the movement of form. If we seek fulfilment from forms we will most definitely be dissatisfied. But if we move towards deepening presence aware the forms that we experience match our own pure living awareness. Again thats the same as saying, I lead all I am in the experience of having form, mentally, emotionally, psychologically, physically, everything I lead. I am the leader that leads all this to my core. Then we may come upon levels of decision making that we were going by and we thought that was what we are making decisions. But they're simply a repetitious energy that established itself in our psyche as if it were us, but its just that this is a patterned level of reality. So its just a part of reality. And we may have discovered that this patterning will never end because form itself is a pattern, but now the patterns are free of separation and the energies and the forms dance with our conscious awareness. At some point we actually experience as Awareness our being move rather than difficulties, rather than emotions or thoughts that were constantly leaders. So there are many parts within the human psyche that actually we believe lead us. We are looking for something, but we are right here, right under our own nose! So in this being present awareness you grow the garden of opportunity that the form offers only to realise you. Only to realise that you are fulfilling you. Somehow you as awareness, somehow this fulfilment of you recognising you, grows a different sense of self, a different life, no longer reflecting past images, but present living awareness.
from 8 Day Online Retreat D 4 S3