Shownotes Transcript
But only when there is a collapse... I am speaking on the mental level, psychological level, an actual psychological level related to how you live life, maybe related with others or another.. and it is not until that collapse happens do you realise how much you love the Beyond that that collapse has collapsed into. The return of your mind to divine mind. The return of the divine mind unspeakable Absolute-ness.Therefore you get washed into the total collapse to where it's falling into.
if you've had or are having big collapses of identification with you or collapse of identification with others.... go on your knees. Go on your knees. And the collapse becomes merciful, beautiful. Gratitude sings even in this terrible collapse. And seeing as God or whatever you want to call that unspeakable-ness that is here right now, appearing as you and I. It definitely does want to know every level in which just its Presence creates the cosmos and it definitely also wants to understand the collapse of the cosmos into itself. And it definitely wants to understand how that cosmos came about in the first place and where is it going to and why should it return in such ways?
And how did this create? And all this is a guide that you may be that One yourself.
It's not just initiation, that would be too weak a word for this. It is that you want to love this much. You want to die this much, you want to be returned this much that you are now over the distraction, you are ready to deeply return.
What you are actually saying then is you know you cannot exist needing to know what your existence would look like in some believed future . You know you once believed you existed in what your mind tells yo is the past, but if you're deeply called you can only exist Now. Then you will walk that ocean and you will have much collapse but in that collapse you're returned all the way to that that you deeply are. You will still be here because you are here . Because you are the Here. You're not actually going anywhere but you want to discover how hereNow looks like 'this ' feels like 'this' but all 'this' is the activity of your mind . Even the cosmos is the activity of your mind. And you whom you seek has placed an image of you in that activity because without being placed in that activity you could not know who you are in creation. That's why you disappear quite often during the day or at night or in those wonderful times when the disappearance of your thoughts and feelings have no longer anything to do wth what is HereNow. It is right then that you find out the entire creation is in you already. And you're in it and yet you're beyond it . You're its totality, it's source . You're not the focal point of a time-bound experiencer. Your real experience is utterly present as Presence and unassumingly, completely and absolutely whole already, It has nothing to do wth polarities likes or dislikes and you find you as joy, because never have you been anything else.
from 31 JAN2021