If you completely only use your mind for your Being, your Being will fill up your mind with what It is , which is presence, abundance, love, consciousness.
When you a history..to recognise that when you are playing on history you are literally winding yourselves up in belief systems.
We're not making a problem of this, we are just being wisdom keepers, love seeker, protectors of the divine heart to live on this planet earth as you and I.
When you are really available and you are still enough, which means you are not bothering with what thoughts are telling you, deeper levels of you begin to open. Pay attention to them ...
If you could sit in a blank room, still enough quiet enough a lot of your historical references would evaporate. This is what meditation is about . This is what the practice of The Form ( The Form Reality Practice) is about ..that when you move in silence and in stillness and in presence, you literally reconfigure the mind to match the Being and the Being will always take the opportunity to fill up the mind with Beingness.
If you keep remembering your 'self-reference' , that's all you can ever have ..but YOU are infinite ..You can have it ALL.
9 May Satsang