You Are the Home of It All From 210214 Global Sunday - Sovereign as the Heart
When we're ready home inside will become more sovereign for us than any other home. That kind of sovereignty will take over everything and everything that we ever considered to make us feel home, like a good meal, like the very car that we want to drive, like our ideal partner, or our ideal job, it just won't work anymore unless 'I am home', sovereign to home, sovereign to what I know at the very core of heart. It wasn't working anyway! The flowers were popping in the garden, because the flowers are home. Please forgive me for washing away any illusions that any of us might have, but the flowers aren't in your garden. The flowers are in their own garden and its called home, it just looks like they're in your garden. Isn't that wonderful? I don't know how you see that, but why you love a flower is because a flower is home. And why you love its fragrance, is that fragrance is the beloved state of home.
And why you love your car ....... you step in to your own sovereignty. You step in to the light of your own awareness, that actually to die to what you believe makes you feel home actually shows you, you are home. You are the home of the Universe, I don't know if you know this but if you look out at the stars at night they don't want to stay outside, they want to come home in you. Thats like saying they love to be seen by the One that all things come from, this 'I' thats is listening to these words now. So sometimes we are not sovereign to actually being home, the home of all experience. Then we have this belief, that actually causes suffering, that we need to get home. But if you are home, if we are really home there is nowhere in the Cosmos that you are not home. You're the home of it all, you Awareness, I Awareness thats listening to these words now. Suddenly what we find is when we're not trying to get home and recognise I am home, I am home of it all, then we can't find boundaries , we can't find distance. The idea of 'over there' is gone. The idea that there is not enough time is vanished, we realise home is timeless, what I am is actually timeless, the home of it all.
I am suggesting to you that leads to beyond it all and its quite a journey less journey to be sovereign as the heart of it all. Simply because its like we wear clothes of the conditional realms. But the conditional realms, to the conditional realms it is I who am home, for those realms to come home. Thats why I say 'the Earth on its own can't bring you joy or the immensity of what you are, for even the Earth comes out of what I Am. What I am speaking of here is just to be clear to keep our attention, or our awareness within our heart. I am home of it all. So then if I'm the home of it all, will I welcome anger home? When I welcome jealousy home, when I welcome fear home, when I welcome disappointment home, when I welcome shame or guilt home will I be the home of it all and say ‘Welcome'? That is to be sovereign. Then the Earth, she definitely is home and she streams forth from the home of that, that I am. And her wonder and her mystery forms what I am as a continual expression of the beloved's intelligence, wonder and profound mystery. Everything is dying to come home through the one who is listening to these words, including the speaker. If there is any experience, it just wants to come home, that's all, it just wants to come home. It wants to find a good home, a sovereign home, a home that does not deny experience. The home that does no longer see nirvana, samsara, good or bad, right or wrong. Its not a neutral home, its just home of all that appears. Its an alive sovereign home.
(from 210214)