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Nicolai：此时此刻是你存在的地方，我已经不在这里了。现在，我是你的小说。这是一本我自己不会读的小说。母亲：这是一本你不必读的小说。——李翊云Where Reasons End本期主播：阿酌 / Gandalf内容提要：1.用英语写作的华裔作家李翊云是谁？2.为什么李翊云会像自杀一样抛弃自己的母语？3.母子之书还是词语之书，Where Reasons End是小说吗？4.李翊云如何在小说里处理自己和悲伤的关系？5.母亲与自杀的儿子之间虚构的对话，与李翊云的真实经历有何关联？6.Where Reasons End有哪些关于词语且充满情感隐喻的讨论？7.李翊云如何用书写处理自杀、抑郁和死亡的题材？8.哀悼为什么会成为重新理解我们与他人关系的方式？9.成为母亲是一种怎么样的经验？10.为什么“后悔”的情绪会成为母亲们被压抑的身份认同？参考书目：Li, Y. (2021). Where reasons end: A Novel. Random House Trade Paperbacks.Li, Y. (2018). Dear friend, from my life i write to you in your life. Random House Trade Paperbacks.Cholbi, M. (2019). Regret, resilience, and the nature of grief. journal of moral philosophy, 16(4), 486-508.Bennett, A. (2021). “Our Precarious Selves”: Suicide and Autoimmunity in Yiyun Li. In Suicide in Modern Literature (pp. 267-280). Springer, Cham.Why it’s so hard to prove that 13 Reasons Why caused an increase in suicide https://www.vox.com/安·奥克利《初为人母》奥娜·多纳特《成为母亲的选择》（Regretting Motherhood）本期音乐：Corner of the SkyEverything has its seasonEverything has its timeShow me a reason and I'll soon show you a rhymeCats fit on the windowsillChildren fit in the snowWhy do I feel I don't fit in anywhere I go?Rivers belong where they can rambleEagles belong where they can flyI've got to be where my spirit can run freeGot to find my corner of the skyEvery man has his daydreamsEvery man has his goalPeople like the way dreams haveOf sticking to the soulThunderclouds have their lightningNightingales have their songAnd don't you see I want my life to beSomething more than long....Rivers belong where they can rambleEagles belong where they can flyI've got to be where my spirit can run freeGot to find my corner of the skySo many men seem destinedTo settle for something smallBut I won't rest until I know I'll have it allSo don't ask where I'm goingJust listen when I'm goneAnd far away you'll hear me singingSoftly to the dawn:Rivers belong where they can rambleEagles belong where they can flyI've got to be where my spirit can run freeGot to find my corner of the sky关于我们：微博/公众号：痴人之爱podcast如果您喜欢并愿意支持我们的节目，欢迎为我们发电https://afdian.net/@chirenzhiai