Alizah Holstein fell in love with Rome because of her high school English teacher who introduced her to Dante's _Divine Comedy_. The text, full of symbols and clues, sparked her interest in medieval Italy and drew her to Rome.
Holstein decided to pursue a Ph.D. in medieval Roman history because of her deep fascination with Rome and its rich history, which she first discovered through Dante's _Divine Comedy_. She felt a strong connection to the city and was determined to study it academically.
Holstein faced significant gender biases and a lack of mentorship in academia. She encountered inappropriate behavior from a prominent historian, and her brief relationship with a professor at Cornell limited her academic opportunities. Additionally, the job market for pre-modern historians worsened after the 2008 financial crisis, making it extremely difficult to secure a tenure-track position.
Holstein's relationship with a professor at Cornell, which was brief and occurred when she was 26, limited her academic opportunities. The professor, feeling he could not be her advisor due to the relationship, restricted her access to crucial mentorship and support, which are essential in academia.
Holstein started a children's clothing company as a way to distance herself from academia and explore a different path. She felt it was as far from academia as she could get, and it provided a new, exciting challenge. However, it was also a lonely experience, and she eventually realized it led her to where she needed to be.
During a friend's wedding in Rome, Holstein spent five days in tears, feeling a profound sense of loss for the city and the academic career she had always envisioned. This emotional breakdown, while painful, was a turning point that brought her back to what truly mattered and helped her find a new direction in life.
Holstein is currently working on a project related to Machiavelli, which she finds both exciting and scary. This new project reflects her continued interest in history and her ability to find new passions and directions, even after her academic career took an unexpected turn.
After a high school English teacher introduced Alizah Holstein to Dante's *Divine Comedy, *the Italian capital Rome became the first place she wanted to go. Rome's rich history was the one thing she wanted to study most. As an adult, she did spend time researching and exploring in Rome, believing that becoming a Roman historian was her destiny. But while working on her Ph.D. back in the U.S., Holstein came face to face with gender biases in academia – and she pivoted to another, wholly different path. In today's episode, Holstein speaks with NPR's Robin Young about her memoir My Roman History, the gender biases she encountered, and how Rome has continued to be a city that inspires wonder in her.To listen to Book of the Day sponsor-free and support NPR's book coverage, sign up for Book of the Day+ at plus.npr.org/bookofthedayLearn more about sponsor message choices: podcastchoices.com/adchoices)NPR Privacy Policy)