Deep Dive
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<context>The Moth Radio Hour: Hidden Beauty 在这个小时里，我们将讲述关于美丽的故事——内在的、表面的，以及那些先前未被发现的美丽。本期节目由Moth资深总监珍妮弗·希克森主持。Moth广播剧由Moth和亚特兰大公共媒体的杰伊·艾利森制作。
<raw_text>0 你的早餐吐司尝起来更像纸板而不是面包吗？那么你还没有尝试过美国排名第一的有机面包，戴夫的杀手面包。极佳的味道，极佳的质地，极佳的营养。现在试试我们新的Rock and Rolls，一种戴夫式晚餐面包卷。柔软略甜，并包含你喜欢的种子和谷物。在面包区找到它们。访问daveskillerbread.com了解更多信息，并在当地杂货店的面包区寻找戴夫的杀手面包。戴夫的杀手面包。面包升级。
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今年秋天，随着我们前往全球各地参加主舞台演出，爱上Moth故事吧。我们很高兴宣布我们的秋季讲故事节目阵容。从纽约市到爱荷华市、伦敦、内罗毕等等，Moth将在您附近的城市演出，并精选一系列真实故事。Moth主舞台节目共有五位讲述者，他们围绕一个共同主题分享美丽、令人难以置信、幽默且常常充满力量的真实故事。每一个故事的讲述都揭示了我们共同联系的新东西。
要购买门票或了解更多关于我们日历的信息，请访问themoth.org/mainstage。我们希望很快见到你。来自PRX，这是Moth广播剧。我是你的主持人，珍妮弗·希克森。在这个小时里，隐藏的美丽，从化妆品到创意到宇宙。美丽在于观看者眼中，或者在听众的Moth耳中。第一个故事来自Moth中一位重要人物，我们的创始人乔治·道斯·格林。
乔治早在1997年创立Moth时就已经是一位著名的作家，他继续创作小说。他最近的一部作品《萨凡纳王国》与你即将听到的故事有着密切的联系。我们稍后会与乔治交谈，但首先，在华盛顿的贝纳罗亚音乐厅，我们在那里与西雅图艺术与讲座合作，以下是乔治·道斯-布赫。谢谢。
在佐治亚州偏僻地区的萨伦西镇，距离布伦瑞克内陆约一小时车程的地方，我长大的地方。萨伦西只有一个浸信会教堂、一个圣洁教堂和一个加油站。但在南佐治亚州，它有点有名，因为萨伦西有两个相距两个街区的闪烁的灯光。所以如果你晚上开车，
在341号公路。距离苏林海约10英里，你就会开始看到这个闪烁。闪烁，闪烁，闪烁。你不知道这是两盏灯，因为从这里看，它看起来像一盏灯。但你走一英里，它似乎延伸了。它开始冒泡，冒泡，冒泡。你根本不知道你在看什么。那是外星人吗？那是外星飞船吗？
我是不是要被探测了？经过大约七到八英里的路程后，你开始完全被催眠。如果你没有摆脱它，你就会开车撞到松树上，你将成为著名的“西林西之光”的另一个受害者。当我19岁的时候，我被召唤到西林西。
我高中辍学，在全国各地搭便车旅行了几年。但现在我回到了布伦瑞克，我在当地危机热线找到了一份工作。那时，在70年代初期，它们风靡一时，因为全国范围内都在开展禁毒战争。我们的危机热线设在一个大型维多利亚式住宅内，
有活橡树、西班牙苔藓，我在那里接受了几周的培训，以便我可以接听电话，如果有人在服用LSD后出现不良反应，我可以成为他们的朋友。我的老板是唐和卡尔文，他们是可爱的人，非常温和，
但他们警告我，我可能会接到一些恶作剧电话，但我永远不应该挂断电话，因为有时电话一开始是恶作剧。但如果你等待，那么打电话的人就会开始信任你，并可能会向你敞开心扉，谈论一些真正的问题。所以我有一部老式的黑色领子。
电话线很长，我可以把它拿到阳台上去等待危机。但是危机没有到来，我只是在等待。我读小说。我读了罗伯特·佩恩·沃伦和弗兰纳里·奥康纳的作品。我想成为一名作家，但我感觉不到灵感。这些书讲述的是引人入胜的事情。
受折磨的南方人。而我认识的所有人都很温和，就像唐和卡尔文一样。所以我只是在等待，然后电话终于响了，是一个十几岁的女孩。她说：“我感觉很糟糕。”我接受过反思的训练，所以我说道：“你感觉很糟糕。”她说，
“嗯，因为这里有精灵。”我能听到背景中有人说：“Kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh-kh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那是阿奇·贾姆贾姆。阿奇报道说，当他的姐姐安妮有了第一个女儿娜塔莎时，他和姐姐安妮正式结束了他们的竞争。娜塔莎用的美容产品比小阿奇梦寐以求的还要多，和她叔叔一样，喜欢看鲁保罗的变装皇后秀。阿奇是芝加哥Sidetrack的直言不讳的LGBTQ故事的联合策展人。顺便说一句，阿奇很漂亮，你可以在我们themoth.org的广播额外页面上看到。
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您正在收听来自PRX的蛾无线电节目。我是詹妮弗·希克森。我们的最后一个故事是由纽约市的安妮特·赫夫金斯讲述的。这是一个通常不会让人联想到美丽的故事，但它就在那里。我应该警告听众，它涉及一起事故，并有一些紧张的细节。这是安妮特。1992年11月14日。我和我的未婚夫站在世界的顶峰。
都是投资银行家。我们要去越南芽庄的海滩进行浪漫的度假，南中国海。我和帕夏在一起13年了，大学恋人。我们登上了一架载有31名乘客和5名机组人员的小飞机。对我来说太小了，我非常害怕幽闭。他不得不劝我进去。只有55分钟，这是唯一的方法。我坐下来，用力敲打，数着分钟。
第50分钟，飞机猛地掉了下来。现在帕夏害怕地看着我。我不喜欢这个，他说。我说，别担心。只是在他们的口袋里。但随后又掉了下来。人们在尖叫。他伸出手来抓住我的手。我伸出手来抓住他的手。一切都变黑了。我醒来时一片混乱，还有丛林中令人毛骨悚然的怪异声音。一会儿，轰鸣的马达声。接下来，是这片丛林。我可以看到机身前部的生长情况。驾驶舱已经断裂。
我被困在一个座位下面，结果发现我把它推开时，里面躺着一个死人。在我左边，我看到帕夏仍然系在他的座位上。他脸上带着甜蜜的笑容，但他死了。我一定是受到了惊吓，因为我的下一个记忆是沿着山坡下到丛林的地面上，踩在成千上万的小树枝上。我检查我的腿，它们似乎断了，巨大的伤口
我能看到我的胫骨，蓝色的骨头，以及像生物学课本一样卷曲的肉。昆虫们玩得很开心。那时我还不知道，我只知道我的痛苦。但我断了16根骨头。我的下巴松了，肺部塌陷了。在我身后是帕夏。帕夏，我的支柱，我的爱，我的生命。帕夏是……别想帕夏。
别回头看。我环顾四周。山坡上还有更多的人散落在周围。有些人走了，有些人呻吟着。但旁边的人在说话，甚至是用英语。我们聊了一会儿救援人员什么时候会来。但我看到他的光芒消失了，生命消失了。我求他不要死。到一天结束时，他已经走了。每个人都走了。
每个人都死了。飞机上没有更多的声音了，山上也没有更多的声音了。我从未如此完全孤独和口渴，如此口渴。所以我开始恐慌。但我塌陷的肺迫使我呼吸，吸气，呼气，吸气，呼气，这让我平静下来。人们会寻找的。我的家人，我的老板，我的同事。我只需要等待和信任，不要回头看。
别想帕夏。那会让你哭，哭会让你口渴。你承受不起更渴。你承受不起失去你的智慧。看看是什么。看看你面前。看看丛林。看看丛林的美丽。我是一个城市女孩。我喜欢购物。我不喜欢远足。我越专注于树叶，树叶的叶脉，露珠，捕捉……
在树叶上，露珠里的光线捕捉着光线。真漂亮。我惊叹于自己缺乏恐惧。我晚上只是告诉自己睡觉。我早上醒来，专注于美丽。我时不时地看看旁边死人手表来追踪时间。但我一看，就看到他眼睛里有什么东西在动。是一条蛆。
那种气味，我必须动，我必须动。所以我只能用我的肘部移动，我拖着我断裂的骨头，这就是我能做的全部。我从死人身边走过，从更多死人身边走过。我从一个死女孩那里抢了一个包，然后在一个更开阔的地方定居下来，在那里我可以看到天空，如果他们真的在寻找的话，他们可能会看到我。我打开包，发现一件蓝色雨衣，亮蓝色。我把它穿上
它让我暖和。我为什么这么冷？这里应该很热。我太冷了，太渴了。但是，嘿，开始下雨了，我可以撑起雨衣，我可以接住雨水。我看到它装满了水，我可以啜饮它。那些水比最好的香槟还要好。这就是我如何让自己活下去，并专注于美丽。它变得更加灿烂。到第六天，我不再感到疼痛了。
我只是与这片丛林融为一体，与这片重生和腐烂的过程融为一体。我就像在某种爱的波长上。我爱全世界，爱每一个人。我不介意永远留在这里。但我看到一个人。一个人？他穿着橙色衣服。他被丛林的生长所包围。他看着我。他让我从我的精神状态回到地球。
在我的身体里，在痛苦中。我只是想，我必须做出决定，我必须离开这里。我的家人，我的家人，他们甚至不知道我在哪里。他们永远不会知道我曾经来过这里。我开始寻找我的声音。你好？你能帮我吗？他只是站在那里盯着我看。我说，你好？你能帮我吗？请你帮帮我吗？Aidez-moi, s'il vous plaît. 帮帮我。帮帮我。请。帮帮我。什么也没有。他连手指都没动。他只是盯着我看。
现在我生气了。这个人是我的出路。他必须让我离开这里。嘿，salo，pendejo，schweinund，ajura me，por favor。他离开了。糟糕，现在我侮辱了他。但我并不介意。我只是回到我美丽的精神状态。我喜欢它。我很高兴。我只是永远留在这里。但是，在第八天结束的时候，我看到一群活人走近，走上山。他们带着包。
为尸体。乘客们听着，他们走近我，并向我展示它。我看到我必须指出我的名字。安妮特·哈丽特，这不是我的名字。安妮特·哈丽特，那就是我。他们给了我一口塑料瓶里的水，这将永远铭刻在我的角膜上。接下来，他们把我放在一块布上，用棍子把两端绑在一起，他们把我扛在肩膀上，带我出去，离开，下山，远离残骸。
但现在我真的很恐慌。我说：“我不想离开。我不想离开我的帕夏。我不想离开永恒的爱。我想留在这里。”我真的很、真的、完全恐慌了。但这些人意识到了这一点，他们小心翼翼地走动，以免伤到我。然后我意识到我最好感谢他们。我找到了我的幽默感。我说：“好吧，谁能想到会像小猪一样被从丛林里、穿过丛林、上上下下地扛出来呢？”
我很感激。我很感激。这就是改变我人生叙事的磨难的结束。我哀悼。我哀悼。我又哀悼了一次。我痊愈了。我恢复了我的事业。结婚了。有了两个漂亮的孩子。当生活变得艰难时，它确实如此，我只是回到了那个美丽的地方。丛林一直给我力量。但关于那个穿橙色衣服的人，还有一个挥之不去的谜团。
他存在吗？他是和尚还是鬼魂，是幻觉吗？所以在2006年，我决定回到越南，回到山上，上山，和我的六个最初的救援人员和两个越南官员一起。在炎热的天气里，非常非常陡峭地爬上山。每当我需要的时候，总有一个人伸出援助之手。他似乎就在那里。
六个小时的艰苦跋涉后，我们到达了山顶或飞机所在的地方。我们很高。当然，这根本不像魔法。周围有很多碎片，地毯碎片，越南航空的颜色，窗户，塑料窗户，出口标志。所以我只是想，好吧，让我去我的位置。也许我能找回感觉。我坐下来向蚂蚁和树枝打招呼，看看……
机组人员正在准备午餐，然后我看到了。他站的方式，角度，也许有什么不同。但是，嘿，那个人就是穿橙色衣服的人。帮助我的人原来是穿橙色衣服的人。我赶紧跑到人群中。我请翻译帮忙，请，请帮我。我说，嘿，是你。你当时在那里。你什么也没说，但你确实帮了我，显然。
这个人非常谦逊地咯咯地笑了起来，他捂着嘴，咯咯地笑着说：“好吧，我以前从未见过白人，也从未见过蓝眼睛，我以为你是鬼。”所以想象一下：这个人出现在他的视线中，他看到所有这些死人，一堆残骸，然后是一个小小的身影，白色，蓝眼睛，尖尖的蓝色帽子，是鬼魂的原型。
所以，不能怪他。我说，当然，我说，我以为你是鬼。但后来他继续告诉我，如果我有翻译的话，他实际上认为最终他会试图把我赶走。他已经把我套进他的圈套里了。然后我脱掉了帽子。然后他意识到我有点像人。他跑出去找来了他的朋友们，救援队。所以，嘿……
如果我没有脱掉帽子，我实际上会死掉，变成一个鬼。对。但我确实感谢了他，和他在一起，并感谢其他救援人员。我对在山上的经历以及重返山上的经历感到非常、非常感激。我得以与我的更高自我、自然或上帝（如果你愿意的话）联系起来。第二次，我得以与我的救星联系起来。
以及其他乘客的家人。2014年，我带女儿回去，见到了那个穿橙色衣服的人，如果没有他，我的女儿就不会在这里。所以，一如既往，美在于联系。就在这里，就在现在。那是安妮特·赫夫滕斯。安妮特在荷兰长大，在那里她学习法律和经济学，并遇到了她的未婚夫帕夏。
事故发生后，她重返工作岗位，成为桑坦德银行的董事总经理。她的书《湍流》详细描述了她事故前后的人生以及她在即使是最糟糕的情况下也能找到美丽的能力。
她永远感激穿橙色衣服的人和所有救援人员，并且经常想起帕夏和那天在山上丧生的其他乘客。要查看安妮特和帕夏以及穿橙色衣服的人（他的名字是曹文汉）的照片，请访问themoth.org。
这就是本期蛾无线电节目的全部内容。我要感谢本期节目的所有讲故事的人，每个人都以自己的方式庆祝美丽。我们希望您下次能加入我们。
本期蛾无线电节目由我和杰伊·艾利森以及詹妮弗·希克森制作，她也是节目的主持人和导演。联合制片人是维姬·梅里克，副制片人是艾米丽·库奇。蛾的其他领导团队成员包括萨拉·哈弗曼、萨拉·奥斯汀-吉内斯、梅格·鲍尔斯、凯特·泰勒斯、玛丽娜·克劳蒂尔、莱安妮·古利、苏珊·拉斯特、布兰登·格兰特、萨拉·简·约翰逊和阿尔迪·卡扎。
蛾的故事是真实的，正如讲故事的人所记住和肯定的那样。我们的主题音乐由The Drift创作。本期节目的其他音乐来自The Westerlies、塞尔玛·休斯顿、巴尔干节奏盒以及特伦特·雷兹诺和阿提克斯·罗斯。我们从国家艺术基金会获得资金。蛾无线电节目由马萨诸塞州伍兹霍尔的亚特兰大公共媒体制作，并由PRX呈现。
有关我们播客的更多信息，有关向我们投稿您自己的故事的信息（我们总是希望您这样做），以及其他所有信息，请访问我们的网站themoth.org。