I didn’t think I’d live past 16
Pretty Lonesome with Madeline Argy
Deep Dive
Why did the speaker have to ban themselves from listening to sad songs?
The speaker realized that constantly listening to sad music like Boy Genius and Claro was affecting their outlook on life negatively.
How did the speaker feel after attending Sabrina Carpenter's concert?
The speaker felt like a proud mother, genuinely happy for Sabrina Carpenter's success and feeling a personal sense of achievement as if they had a hand in it.
What pivotal moment in the speaker's life is linked to Sabrina Carpenter's music?
The speaker credits Sabrina Carpenter's 2015 album 'Eyes Wide Open' with helping them decide not to commit suicide, marking a significant shift in their mental state.
How did Sabrina Carpenter's music impact the speaker's daily life?
Sabrina Carpenter's song 'White Flag' became a coping mechanism for the speaker, helping them through panic attacks and anxiety while commuting to school.
What does the speaker admire most about Sabrina Carpenter's recent concert?
The speaker admires Sabrina Carpenter's humor and the way she engages with the audience, making the concert experience both entertaining and emotionally resonant.
How has the speaker's anxiety affected their recent travel plans?
The speaker's anxiety has made them nervous about traveling, especially to colder climates like New York, which they associate with increased anxiety during winter months.
What recent experience prompted the speaker to consider returning to therapy?
A recent incident where the speaker's body had a physical reaction to something mundane made them realize the extent of their trauma and the lack of control they have over it.
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