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So the nature of love, life is also death. Death in that to fulfil this moment, do not take one single thought of the past, let it pass through. Our thoughts are fooling us. We've created a psychic structure and we've created cultural energies to fool you. But you're fooling yourself, to look and use the past. And that past is stored in your mind and your nervous system and its a continual movie, moving, moving, moving, but what you are can dissolve it in this instant. For really, you are only really this instant. You are the whole instant, the holy instant, the sacred instant, the joy instant. You are That. So actually you determine how through this body-mind you feel or you experience, through you either looking back using the mind to look back, or discover and enter within and move within. Because truly the Cosmos comes from within, is made from within and returns to within. This moment, this body, this functionality, what you are, what is possible is the living function of the power that is within expressing what it is totally without. And without what? Without reservation, without holding back, without a single thought, without a concern, because there is no-one there to be concerned about. Just wholeness, alive. Take one thought, and all that, it doesn't come crashing down, it just gets covered. This is why we stop for a while and just pause. At first we might find a centre, so we come to the heart. As you really go in to the heart, Awareness, truly going in the heart you'll be in the practise of letting all historical references go. And as you really come in to the heart, not only is there no outer reference, but there is no centre. You might laugh, absolutely fully and joyfully for the first time, tears might pour from your wonderful eyes. You won't find a body, just a joy body. But even as that begins to settle, you'll find there's more to what you are than history. You are already the infinite living possibility. Take no thought! And this begins to pour and you begin to return and yet the paradox is on your return what you are pours out. On your return what pours out you will see on the physical, mental, emotional, human level as change. But your returning to what you are changes everything. Your not returning to what you are doesn't change a thing and can't change a thing, because living, using thought and past experience, mental, emotional, psychological entraps you in the cage of space-time and the belief that things have happened to you in a centre that you've built. Check out a baby, it has no centre, it is already flying. Now its joy is also to walk. Walk, yes, but also find you can fly. Have the past if you need it, but you don't really! Otherwise on very subtle levels you are held in limitation and what you really want, you can't have, simply because you are living in the past. And you are limited by your belief that you existed in the past. But you are Existence now! Its a complete switch. Then what you actually want you can have. There will be a lot of movement around that in this space-time vehicle until it is emptied, but you see actually you are not a centre in the Deep. But out in Existence you are the whole appearing as a centre. So you are a wonderful centre. You are a wonderful centre of love, passion and compassion, life and a living possibility.
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