EP 05 - Rahul Ko Ab Kuch Kuch Nahi Hota Hai
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Episode 5, Rahul Ko Kuch Kuch Nahi Hota Ab Hi, my name is Rahul and this is one of my crush stories which has brought a major change over the period of time. And I feel like such stories happen once in a lifetime which is very life changing. So this story starts from 2012.

When I met this girl for the first time, we were kids. And the first time we became friends, we played. Then after that, we used to clash in some functions. Then after one point, we were suddenly in a gap of 4-5 years. We didn't meet, we didn't talk. Then one day, through the help of social media, we connected. Then we talked a little bit, then on and off, on and off was going on. Then after that, when my birthday came,

From that day on, we started talking. After that, we had a regular chat for 10-15 days. What are we doing? What is going on? What are the plans ahead? We talked about everything. And all the memories we had in our childhood. What were our common friends doing? We discussed everything. Then we planned that we should meet now. When we have so many good friends. And all the memories we had, we got it right. How to live with a friend.

So after 4-5 years, I met her for the first time. I went to her college to pick her up. She was with her friends. And she introduced me to her friends and she is also my old friend. So we planned to go somewhere and then we went to a cafe. We sat in a cafe and at least

We talked for 2-2.5 hours about our memories. After that, we went out for a walk. And during the walking phase, I felt some kind of connection. I am attracted towards her and I should date her. I felt this way on the first date. I was not sure. After coming home, we started chatting again after 1-2 days. Then we planned to meet again. On our second date, we...

I picked him up from a college and then we went to a movie together. At that time, I guess, it was Avengers. So we went to watch that. And he came to the second date and I was sure that I had to date him. But after so long, you meet someone. You don't feel like you have to spoil this friendship because you have almost had this friendship. It's been 10 years since you had this friendship and you didn't want to spoil it by bringing him into a relationship. So that point of view gave a lot of stress in my mind.

After that, we met for the third time. We met for the third time and went on a date. We also met for the fourth time. After that, I remember the last time, we haven't met for about 10-12 months. Then,

I was 101% sure that I have to meet her. I mean, I have to date her, basically. But our timings weren't matching. And she got too busy in her stuff. After that, I felt that it's okay now. It's been a long time. It's been 4-5 months now.

And Jan started. And there was nothing left. I thought that everything is over. Now whenever I get anything, I will say hi, hello. Nothing more than that. But when we clashed again in Jan's ending family function. And I was like there is something left between us. Which I wanted to come back to that relationship. Then after that our conversation started again. Then on and off chats kept going. Plan to meet happened twice. One time, two or three times plans were made. But due to situations we couldn't meet. And that got cancelled.

After that, I tried to overcome the issues that she was also having issues. Like we were not able to meet and she was also older. So there was pressure to marry her from her home. And this thing was clarified somewhere or the other but I didn't give it much importance. And now on this stage, this crush of mine, whoever it was, like I had to date, because of that I'm a little scared to date someone else. And this is a turning point in life because she gave me a

I converted from a kid to a man in terms of chasing goals. We used to go on walks together. Especially when we were in the garden. We used to sit in the garden a lot while talking. Those moments and old memories. And actually this hurt a lot because the whole family knew about us. As we were good friends. But that didn't last. Our friendship of 10 years broke. We didn't have a relationship.

To overcome my feelings, I never had a weakness. But this is a very... If anyone says anything about it, I get really angry and it's very tough for me to talk about it. But I'm still doing it. If she tries to come back, it's difficult because it took me 7-8 months to overcome my feelings. And the mentality that was created in 7-8 months, that okay, people will stay with you for a point but you have to let them go.

I don't feel like I'll be able to date her again because she's older to me and we're also talking about her marriage.

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