This is Melissa and today is the 13th of April 2025. I hope you're all doing well. It's actually the 12th of April, Saturday, and it's not late in the day as it usually is or the night, but it's early in the day. I'm recording this early. I'll tell you why in a minute. So this redux
is the second half of the one that I posted last Sunday from Alan Watt, July 4, 2007. Modern Mythological Enemies versus the Man in the Mirror, Psychological Projection in the Scientific Era. And like I said, this is an excellent talk and well worth hearing a few times, I think.
Before I launch into a couple of things having to do with the talk, I wanted to mention Waiting for the Miracle. So I haven't gotten confirmation back from Prince, but I'm hoping that he and I are able to record a conversation about the introduction and the first two interviews of Part 1.
of the of what is Waiting for the Miracle which are the Sweet Liberty interviews that Alan had with Jackie Petru between 1998 and the year 2000. So we're underway and I am happy that some of you have ordered the book and also last weekend I announced that there was
special it really boils down to $20 off no matter where you are on the book if you get it with an audio form that's either how the interviews appear in flash drive form which is more expensive or the audio CDs which is less expensive and I'll post a little image and for those of you who are only listening a link as well
So that is the business of Waiting for the Miracle, and I wanted to highlight just a few things in this opening segment, the introduction. So the introduction, Alan wrote, I guess in 2007, because that is when I was transcribing this into book form, and he was saying,
Just making an introduction for it in the book form that these broadcasts were done in 1998 and then the second portion of them, the second half was done in 99 and 2000. And so what I'm going to do, even though Prince and I will be talking about it, I'm going to hit a few highlights. I am just reading directly from Alan's introduction and
but I am basically just reading a line or two from different paragraphs start to finish. So he introduces this and then he tells you that he's going to be showing you a system, the origins of religion in ancient times. And he said, undoubtedly.
Having understood the science of the creating of what they call civilization, which is priesthood, money, merchandising, and bureaucratic systems comprised of different tiers of priests who overran and overruled these systems, beginning with Sumer and even touching on what we know of civilizations even further back.
And then Alan continued writing, "These programs were also done as a form of deprogramming, very gradual deprogramming, to an audience who swallowed reality as it had been presented to them from childhood and then was further augmented by the psychic driving systems of school and media. I knew when I went into it initially
that I was going into a primarily Christian-oriented audience who had had that augmented by their country's system, which is not theirs. And I wrote on the border here that when he did these interviews with Jackie, this was shortwave patriot radio, and really before we had internet streaming of shows.
Alan went on to write, "You will hear much about Christianity and you will also hear the gradual exposé of how Christianity itself was a fundamental tool of bringing in a couple of thousand years of someone else's agenda." After this course, there will be another set from 1999 that will take you further on a journey into the vastness of the techniques of control.
Man did not begin at Sumer, at least civilization did not begin at Sumer. They would love to have us believe so, but Sumer emerged on the scene thousands of years BC as a fully fledged system, meaning that the techniques of that system had to have been worked out in a previous civilization.
I am sure that the records of them were never lost, this priesthood, by a small elite who knew the science of dominating societies and creating new societies. These are science, these are sciences. All of the things we take for granted today are actual science, sciences. And he talks about language itself being a science. So we get the front men. We're never going to get those
in public view who are at the very top. We get their front men who come from dynastic families specially bred, interbred for the lack of what we would call humanity. They don't have natural empathy for other people, at least not for all people. They may have a little bit for their own and even that I don't think they have too much of. They have more in common with the psychopathic personalities.
Skipping just a little bit, and I think I've shared some of this with you before, but I think reiteration and repetition is a good thing when we're learning. He talked about the standardization of the world through World Bank system and all of these things.
corollary, complementary banking and other systems. So then the world will be standardized. The standardization process began thousands of years ago with the first wandering priesthoods who were sent out long before the days of Jesus Christ. They softened up the minds of the public.
that they went into and then came the invading armies along with the merchants and the merchant classes who brought in the gold standard.
Everything that happens today is very important for those who are able to cut through into the minds and hearts of people. So spontaneity must come from the heart. Okay, so what he's talking to us, he's talking to me and to you, if you have something to say or write or share about what you understand.
Everything that happens today is very important for those who are able to cut through into the minds and the hearts of people. So spontaneity must come from the heart.
We live in an artificial system where everything is produced and rehearsed and edited, etc., etc., until we have this craft, cheese, sterile presentation. And that's the reason we're all fooled or led in circles by the fake gurus given out by the elites themselves who take us like pied pipers through mysteries and confusion and make us more confused than ever before and never give us any answers to this.
And he goes on to talk about people battling it out, arguing. My God is bigger than yours because the truth is supposed to lie within a person, Alan writes. And if the truth truly does set you free, then know thyself is the answer. You must know yourself. And he goes on again with the ready-made suits that we walk into called religion.
And then Alan writes, "You see many people crave these experiences, yet I've had some of them which are just an experience and I don't put it down to this is what it was or that is what it was because books say so. I just have the experiences and I note them. I've had the experiences of the paranormal. I note them too.
I don't run off and join a group and say please explain this to me and then end up chanting and waving incense and being dominated by someone who knows these experiences of control. Experiences are just that. Meaning experiences are just experiences, right? And they only have to make sense to you. Whatever your experiences are, they only have to make sense to you.
Alan talks about this in this second half of Modern Mythological Enemies versus the Man in the Mirror. He talks about going by your own experiences. He asks the question, does evil exist? He answers the question, yes it does, for me and my experience. And so here we are
my stomach is growling. I think the mic is going to pick that up and I'm not hungry so I think it might just be a a tea belly or too much water in my stomach belly but anyway sorry it's I don't know if it's as distracting as a cat in my lap but there you go. So in the section
where I left off last week, this is where I will start again this week. This brings us always back to the crucial point and that is the nature of evil itself. To decent people, and by decent I'm talking about those who don't want to go out and harm people, even though this world, even at the bottom level, that's you and me, okay? The bottom level today is so corrupt and
Everyone technically is exploiting everyone else. Even if you try to stay out of it, you're still being used to exploit because if you don't somehow survive in this moneyed system, you go under and no one helps you up. People are judged still by their status, their financial status in this system. He said, I've had better conversations with vagabonds than I have with most professors and learned more too.
And then he said, what is the nature of this evil? That's where the average person who is fairly normal can't go. He can't cross over into a mindset of someone who's what used to be called diabolically evil. What does that mean? Diabolically evil, devilishly evil. So much cunning that it can fool people in mass. So
One of the things that Alan talked about in the first half of this talk, if you recall from last week, is that at the end of an age, there is kind of a desperation to explain to yourselves, why is there this much rapid change? Why is there so much chaos and uncertainty?
I need answers. And so people will go into the search for those answers in a variety of ways. Now, Alan has talked about the New Age a lot. So that would be those, maybe the theosophical blend with Hinduism, the meditation, the guru, the chanting, that might be part of it. But he's also talked, and he did talk at the first half of this particular blurb,
about going back into history as the place to search for the answer. And so that might be returning to one of the religions of your childhood, what you were raised, were you raised Jewish, Christian, in the Islam faith, were you raised Jewish,
Hindu, Buddhist, where did you come from? Are you going to return to that? Or do you do what a lot of people do, which is, oh, I was raised a Christian, but now I'm a Buddhist or I'm a pagan or whatever. But you find when you converse with people that what they're often looking for is the very best, the primary, the definitive, right?
Okay, you're gonna go out. Alrighty, let's go put you out. So you find often that people that go back into this or they go into it for the first time and that really want to quarrel with you. It's a good way of putting it over whether or not their worldview is superior to yours. You know, you're a Catholic. I'm an Orthodox. You're a Protestant. I'm a Catholic. You're a
you're a Jew, I'm a Christian, etc., etc. You find that often what it is is that they have a need, and I'm going to call it a dark energy need, to be right. And their need to be right necessitates that you be wrong. That's important. And the reason why is because they've...
bought an insurance policy, right? This insurance policy is going to make sure that they have an afterlife, that they are saved, that their future is secure. That's what an insurance policy is.
And the first time that I heard Christianity likened to this or a lot of people going into religions or as Alan said to me, religion shopping was from Alan who said they're just buying an insurance policy. If they do this right, if they do the ritual right, if they follow the dogma, if they get it right and they're righter than you because, well, you've only read the Bible six times and now they're on their eighth reading and whatever, right?
is they've got to be right. And Alan would call these people, at best, control freaks. So the world is full of control freaks. I think we all saw this at Operation C with the Karen Brigade and worse. It's buying something. Is it an official narrative? This is what's going on. And so they buy into it. They accept it.
And normal people who aren't control freaks, it's okay for you to respond to an emergency in a different way. It's okay for you to live your life in a different way. But control freaks, well, they've got to have control. And part of their control is their
You must have their worldview. You must see things the same way as they do, because if you don't, it undermines their position.
Well, here's a person that, you know, seems like they're, you know, that maybe they're intelligent and maybe they're successful and maybe they know a thing or two and they don't agree with me. So there must be wrong. Must be wrong. That's control freak behavior. And we see it all around us definitely in a top-down way.
system that is run by psychopaths and control freaks. But it is also all around us in that I'm sure that we all know people who are like this. In the first half of this talk, Alan said Christianity was never a reality. Okay, so it was never reality. The message of Christianity, he said, I'm not attacking the message. I'm saying the religion itself wasn't.
I have a variety of books on the go. Sometimes I actually will read a book start to finish in a very short time, but often I like to have two or three or four going, and I'm at various stages in the reading of them. And one book that I saw on my parents' shelf that
had come up in a conversation not that long ago that I decided to pull down and take a look at was C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity. And C.S. Lewis wrote The Lion, The Witch in the Wardrobe, and he was friends with Tolkien, and he had his own...
series of writing that he did, Lion, Witch, and Wardrobe being an example of, that was kind of fantasy writing with a Christian spin on it. It was probably a couple of years ago that I read for the first time his book called The Screwtape Letters. And that is a good book if you're interested in how demons might talk or might work or might think or interact with someone that they had a hold on.
It's a quick book and easy to read. So I read a few chapters of Mere Christianity, and this was coinciding with this talk of Alan's, and there was one thing that disappointed me right off the bat. I didn't go in with a huge expectation, but in this talk, Alan says, we have to question ourselves. Why is it okay?
to kill in wartime? Why is it okay to do that? And a soldier might talk about his exploits and his medals and the adventures that he has while he is in the military, as if, as Alan said, it's the absolute highlight of his life. So killing is not only okay in that circumstance, but it's desirable. It's a good thing.
And there is C.S. Lewis talking about what he calls natural law versus moral law. And I'm not going to get into a recap of the whole thing, but he's talking about moral law as something that doesn't exist outside of us as human.
something unimpeachable or it does moral law vary from say culture to culture so whatever culture you're in the the morals are acceptable for that culture but one of the I thought you know unfortunate examples that he gave is that sometimes
You must override an instinct because another instinct is superior to the one that you're overriding. And the example that he gave was a soldier in wartime mustering up the courage to, you know, go out and kill his fellow man. And in C.S. Lewis's quick little sentence, this was, you know, a necessary thing.
It immediately reminded me of a movie that Alan has mentioned a couple of times, which I highly recommend. It's a Christmastime movie called Joyeux Noel. And it's one of those movies that shows the famous scene in World War I when the Germans and the Allies, they both lay down their arms in trench warfare and they go out in the middle of the field and they sing carols and sing.
They exchange little gifts and shots of brandy or whatever, you know, they had in the trenches with them. So for a brief time, and this truly happened in World War I, they quit fighting. But it wasn't so much that scene as in another scene in the movie, a priest or minister, one of the clergy of the church was...
Well, let's just say that he was working for his employer, the state, the government, not God, by whipping the young men up into the war frenzy that this was something that they had to do. And so Alan is quite right when he points out to us, not just in this talk, but in Waiting for the Miracle and over and over again, that the...
This is a system, and it comes complete with branches and arms, you know, and the military is an arm, and the clergy are an arm. And in fact, he has pointed out in other talks before that in the noble families, often it was if you had a couple of sons, one might go into the military and one might go into the clergy. And so...
It's just something to think about. So we, again, we have what I called recently these dark triad. This is a psychological term. And I, you know, Alan says for him, evil exists based on his experiences. And that's where I'm coming from. And this is, I say this because it's going to come up a lot during our study and discussion on Waiting for the Miracle.
So psychological terminology is helpful. It is helpful to understand the traits and characteristics of a psychopath or what is sometimes called the personality disorder of a narcissist because I think that there's something else going on. And psychology and psychological definitions only take me
partway in my understanding. And so to reiterate, Alan says this is, we are on individual journeys and we're trying to make sense of the world for ourselves and it starts with us. So don't take what Alan said or what I say as faith or belief. You must experience these things and the exploration of evil starting with yourself.
where we have to be. So but we have dark triad types, psychopaths and narcissists who run us and I received a rant this week. It's kind of an ongoing rant. It's someone who writes from time to time when they've got something on their mind and I call them rants but they are
often very insightful stream of consciousness writing of observations of decades of observing this system. And his title for this week's rant was Heads of Snakes. And I have to say that of years of reading his rants, this is right up there with insights and
And one of the things that he's talking about is Trump and taxes. And, you know, he says he's just another big government socialist, big tax, big spender, wants to micromanage every good that you buy, tax the poor and the middle class with large tariffs. And
He's rants on a little bit about a paragraph later. Where is Trump's middle class tax cut that he promised during the campaign? He is a liar. All he is for is Wall Street and the biggest corporations. So he scares the little 401k workers out of the stock market at the bottom. They're uncertain. They're petrified of this madman. And the insiders give the Don a
And he goes on, you know, Alan always talked about how evil Soros was by manipulating markets. And he was. But what about Trump and Besant Boy? Now, just for those of you who don't follow Trump.
U.S. politics, and that includes me. Scott Besant is an American government official investor and hedge fund manager, and he is the 79th United States Secretary of the Treasury since 2025. And before his government service, he was a partner at Soros Fund Management.
and the founder of Key Square Group, a global macro investment firm. It goes on to say that he graduated from Yale University in 1984. I wonder if he's skull and bones. Well, we don't know. I don't know.
He was a major donor. He goes on to say he was a huge donor to Al Gore's campaign, a big donor to Hillary Clinton, a big donor to Trump and his 2016 campaign. And then again, it was a 2016 or maybe he just surfaced here. It doesn't matter. Does it doesn't matter?
He is the second openly gay man to serve in the cabinet of the United States after Pete Buttigieg and the fifth openly gay man to serve in a cabinet level office. He is the highest ranking openly LGBT person ever to serve in the U.S. government and
He's married to some other Wall Street fellow named John Freeman. They have two children. He lives in South Carolina. There's a picture of his home there in South Carolina called the Pink Palace. And indeed, it's pink.
Now, I think he may not own that anymore because it was listed for sale and it was under contract in December of last year for $22,250,000. His net worth is at least $521,000,000.
and, um, oh, this is interesting. He belongs to the Huguenot church. Some people say Huguenot, but I think the French would say Huguenot, a religious association whose expansion his ancestors supported in 1680. So it goes way back. This is John Calvin and the Calvinists and so forth. So here we go. He is a Christian. He belongs to the Huguenot church. He's a, uh,
long-standing Protestant of hundreds and hundreds of years. And let's just leave it at that. Oh, I can't. He's a system man, is he not? As Alan says in this talk, when we worship men, we get into a whole host of trouble. That's not what we're supposed to do. Now,
I encourage us all to look around in our own lives. First of all, the work starts on yourself. And Alan talks about that again at length in both halves of this talk. It's you. You are the man or the woman in the mirror. And that's where the work starts. Now, Prince had sent me that card a while back. I shared. He sent me this a couple of times. And I really like it. And he said, well, it's just Alan's words. I said, yes, I know, Prince, but...
You put it together quite succinctly and it makes a nice little card to sit on my desk. He wrote, the physical war been over. The spiritual war for the body, soul, spirit of the individual is almost over. And Alan talks about that in his way in this talk, which is we may reach a place where we
This is it. This is the psychopaths in control for so long that everything is bred out and under control and this is how they will have it. And so we're at a really critical phase. He also talks in this second half about the woman, Eve, and really what this represents is emotion and intuition and
And there are some of us who are emotional, intuitive, empathic types. And we might sometimes attract dark energy types because there seems to be something in us that is loving and kind and receptive.
And I have encountered a few of those in my lifetime. I learn, I like to think that I learn a little bit more each time I've had a really intense encounter with someone like that. And you can make excuses for these people that you encounter, but the excuses may indeed not cover what you're actually seeing.
I think as we progress and waiting for the miracle will like I said, we're going to talk more about evil and more about dark energy But I want to talk today in closing about truth one thing that happens when you stand in the truth or on the truth is that you are going to anger people and
And Alan in this call in the very first segment there, there's a caller who is just outraged that Jackie has this man, Alan, on because he's, you know, like a, I can't remember the word he used, but we'll just say blasphemer, blasphemer. It's just not right. So this is what happens.
Alan was standing for and on was the truth. And a lot of people will say, how dare you to him? Or how dare you to me? Whatever that is, how dare you say that? How dare you think that and then put it into words? And that is kind of a common reaction that you get with people who don't like the truth. And
I have seen that leveled at Alan and I've had it leveled at myself. And the place I'd call it the line in the sand where maybe the mask comes off with someone that you're dealing with. The line in the sand that I have seen is when you draw the line in the sand and say, no, this is the truth.
And it affects them personally because they don't want to change. They don't want to confront what is within them. And they just hate you. They literally hate you. You enrage them because you say, this is the truth and I am standing by it.
And this is what the psychopaths in charge do. This is why the mind control is so intense. This is why our indoctrination through religion and education is so intense because
They need us to accept all of their lies as truth. They need us to worship them. They need us to be confused and to question ourselves and to say, as Alan says in this talk, well, you know, I'm a decent person and decent people wouldn't do this. Therefore, you know, they're not doing it. Maybe it's Anunnaki or, you know, or just not even seeing evil. They can't.
And this is what this dark energy requires is our inability to see it. And boy, let me tell you, when you can see it, it could become intense for you. But getting back to the how dare you and the wanting to argue or quarrel or say to Alan, no, that's not right. No, that's not what, you know, let's hash this out, et cetera, et cetera, is that you have...
is that Alan has exposed a truth that is freely available to all of us. One of the how dare you's that I have had quite a few times is how dare you speak? How dare you open your mouth? How dare you put yourself up next to Alan who knew so much, who studied so much? And I just have to say this in response. What kind of a cruel man would Alan be
he came out and said you can only know truth the truth if you started going to libraries when you were a child and reading the dusty old books and only when you have studied hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of books and gone through archives and read and compared and looked at languages and so forth only then
Are you worthy or vetted or accepted to speak the truth, to say what's on your mind and to share that with other people? That would be pretty, well, it would be wrong and cruel. And, you know, Alan wasn't saying, here is my course in deprogramming, which you have to read all of the hundreds and thousands of books that I have read. And only then,
Could you possibly know the truth? Rather, Alan gave us the simplest formula and it's true. Know yourself. Start with yourself. Many years ago, I had a dear friend who was an alcoholic and this might have been my first experience. I think it really was with a dark energy. I had
I could go on for hours about the childhood and the traumas and this and that and the reasons, what they might call rationalization and justification, but he was an alcoholic. And when he was actively drinking, he was very abusive, but I thought he was a dear person. He was a poet and had many talents and wonderful qualities.
but the alcoholism was a very real problem. And I wanted to help him because that was in my nature to be that way. And one of the things that I suggested was get sober, try a 12-step program. Now, you know, subsequently I've, you know, heard Alan's take on
the Freemasonic connections to a 12-step program and so forth. But, you know, I'm a very young woman. I don't know anything. I haven't thought about things like that. I just, I'm looking at my friend who's in trouble and thinking, you know, how can you get help? And so I was really into this helping him. And I decided that one of the things that I would do was read the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous and
and maybe I'd be able to help them. And I, I, it's been years, decades since I read this, and I can't tell you what the 12 steps are or very much at all, but there was one thing that struck me so intensely at the time that I read it and I never forgot it.
And it resonated with things that I heard Alan say and things that I learned for myself from the process of just going through life and then being with him and learning more. And that was about honesty with oneself. And basically, in the big book, it was saying, anybody can do this simple program if they're willing to be honest with themselves.
And there was something else that in that paragraph that stayed with me all through the years, it had something to do with the fact that even mentally ill people could be helped by the program if they were capable of being honest with themselves. And that's a whole other conversation that we can have down the road sometime, maybe in book club about that. We'll see.
But anyway, yesterday I looked up the big book online because I wanted to see if I remembered that paragraph very well and how it read. And I did find it, and it is at the beginning of chapter 5. And the chapter is entitled, How It Works. This is the first paragraph. Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path.
Those who do not recover are people who cannot or will not completely give themselves to this simple program, usually men and women who are constitutionally incapable of being honest with themselves. There are such unfortunates. They are not at fault. They seem to have been born that way.
They are naturally incapable of grasping and developing a manner of living which demands rigorous honesty. Their chances are less than average. There are those too who suffer from grave emotional and mental disorders, but many of them do recover if they have the capacity to be honest. So there you go.
Whatever we think of a 12-step program, it seems that it cannot work if you're not capable of being honest with yourself about yourself. So I eventually had to end this friendship with this person because they weren't going to change. They weren't going to get sober.
And the chaos that they brought into my life was too high a price to pay for their friendship. And it saddened me, it really did. And I knew, I don't know if I ever said it to him, but I knew that if this person didn't get sober, that...
alcoholism would be his death, that somehow he would drink himself to death, somehow it would kill him. And I was sad but not surprised when some years later I learned that he had died because of alcohol. He was drunk one night, evidently. This is according to the police and...
He just walked right into traffic and was struck by a car. No one thought that this was a deliberate suicidal stepping in front of a moving vehicle. It's just he was completely oblivious of his surroundings. So very, very sad. But at the heart of so much unfortunate behavior that we see, I still maintain, call it a disease, call it bad behavior,
is an unwillingness to look at yourself. Not that long ago, a longtime listener, you know, I could kind of feel that we had reached that point, which I have with people where they are trying to get a different insurance policy for themselves. The rigorous honesty isn't the way that they're choosing to go.
and asking me again, what was Alan saying? You know, and I, you know, what was he saying about da-da-da-da? And I am saying again, he was honest with himself about his past, the choices he had made, and him being able to see how that affected other people. This was sort of a beginning of a process.
and one that I have gone through, and one that it seems that this honest appraisal is the way. And this person said, well, I've never done anything wrong. And then, you know, there's all of the things that were done to them, but they were a victim. And I knew two things. The first is that this person
was going a very different way and that includes has to include some kind of an active rejection of me and possibly Alan but it has to include that because I have emphatically said this is the truth and if it can't be the truth for them the rejection must be complete and dramatic even and the second thing
that I understood was something that I saw with Alan once when I I saw a tear come to his eye once when we were having a conversation about this very same thing the unwillingness that people will have when it comes right down to it and you say here's the prescription you must look in the mirror and
You must see your part. And for him, in his compassion for humanity, this was really perhaps the saddest thing, was that some people couldn't do it. Now back to the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous, they said, usually men and women who are constitutionally incapable of being honest with themselves, there are such unfortunates. They are not at fault. They seem to have been born that way.
And here I will disagree, as I recall decades ago, disagreeing with much that I found in the book, is that maybe some psychopaths who run this system are so generationally interbred that there is no longer anything human in them. And you could say of them that they were born that way.
But I think for most of us, regardless of the trauma that we might experience in our lifetimes, regardless of what psychic or emotional wounds that we live with, that we are trying to overcome, we're not born incapable of being honest with ourselves. This is a trick of the ego. It's a defense mechanism.
Alan used to say that perhaps a perfectly possessed person was simply one who was pure ego. So anyway, I guess that that is about it. I am headed off to go to church tomorrow with a longtime listener who contacted me and wanted to get...
the books. Hopefully we'll hear from him in book club. But he said, I've been listening to Alan longer than you have. And we had a nice conversation, a couple of nice conversations on the phone. I was very happy to hear from him. Delighted to learn that he lives about an hour north and I am going to meet his family for church. And we are going to go and have a
barbecue afterwards at his suggestion. You know, Texans love their barbecue. So Alan's conversations that he's had with us over the years about religion are simple and complex at the same time. And he understood the esoteric value. He also understood the social, spiritual
control mechanism, purpose of it. And he also understood and stated, and you'll hear it a few times in Waiting for the Miracle and his conversation with Jackie, that it is also a glue that can hold families and communities together and makes a functioning society. And in fact, in this Head of the Snakes rant that I received,
the writer who as far as I know is certainly not religious he was lamenting the fact that this is long gone in culture and so you have somebody somebody in the book club sent me a praise music video of a she's a some kind of praise artist who was doing a quick painting of Trump and
while the Christian praise music was going on in the background and the audience was just adoring her and somebody not in the country of the U.S. said, are Americans all this religious? Who we decide to worship is, you know, it's an interesting thing. But as Alan said, when you decide to worship men, you're really, really in trouble.
So I hope you have a good week. I really am hopeful that that first conversation regarding waiting for the miracle will post later on in the week. And I hope you all take care and be well. We can be sure it's getting worse all the time. And far from freeing us, science is killing us. This brings us always back to the crucial point, and that is the nature of evil itself.
to decent people, and by decent I'm talking about those who don't want to go out and harm people. Even though this world, even at the bottom level today, is so corrupt, everyone technically is exploiting everyone else. And even if you try to stay out of it, you're still being used to exploit, because if you don't somehow survive in this moneyed system, you go under and no one helps you up. People are judged still by their status, their financial status in this system.
I've had better conversations with vagabonds than I have with most professors and learn more too. But what is the nature of this evil? And that's where the average person who is fairly normal can't go. He can't cross over into a mindset of someone who is what used to be called diabolically evil. And what does that mean, diabolically evil? Diabolos, devilishly evil.
And that there's so much cunning there that it can fool people en masse. And that's what politicians are there to do. They're psychopathic. Their job is to fool you en masse. It works very well because the psychopath is a born actor. They feel no real emotion towards other people. They have no empathy with others. They have a great show of it, though, because they're actors. And to the psychopath, they will do whatever is expedient to do.
for their own personal survival. In such a flippant little short statement there, you've got to realize that when I say they'll do anything, I mean anything for their own personal survival. And if that was the eradication of all nations, they would do so. Because being ultimate ego, pure ego, they must survive at all costs. From the lowliest to the highest psychopath, they will use whatever power is available around them, if they can.
So the little street psychopath doesn't have that kind of power. He will use his friends, he'll use everyone around him until he can't use them anymore because they're broke or whatever, or they say no. But he's nothing bigger to call upon, whereas the ones at the top, you must remember, have arsenals of incredible weaponry, which they will use if they need to. How do they get away with this? It's simple. They count on the knowledge that most people, the normal people,
judge the world and the actions of those who lead the world by their own standards. In other words, well, if I couldn't do that, then what I'm hearing about this elite is impossible because no one could be that bad. They think that I, me, you see the microcosm, is the same all out there in the microcosm. They take it for granted that everyone must have the same feelings, the same inbuilt social values,
safety locks that would stop them going overboard with tyranny or slaughter or evil and that's why the elite do get away with it because they are so vastly different in their psychological makeup that they can do these incredible things they can pull off the biggest stunts in history in front of millions of people worldwide point the fingers at their targets and
and the public will never say, well, no, our own people couldn't possibly have done this to make this all happen, surely, because I couldn't do that. I'd blush, I'd blink, I'd give it away somehow, and these guys don't do that. They come out and tell massive whoppers of lies, and that very act makes it more unbelievable to the public that they could possibly be lying because the public couldn't do that. Very, very simple.
And that's why Goebbels, who was a propagandist for Adolf Hitler, being a good little psychopath himself, and they'll love to boast eventually, even stated himself that if you're going to tell a lie to the public, make sure it's a really big lie, because they'll never figure it out. They can't imagine anyone telling such a big, big lie. The dual average can understand little, little lies that they use in their own personal lives, the little white lies, but they can't imagine
anything being pulled off on that kind of scale. There's a type of level they can reach and no more. That's why the study of the psychopath should be taught to every single person on the planet in order to recognize them. And it isn't just that they're all through an upper elite social strata, through inbreeding to get those traits. We also have the aberrant ones all through society, on every level. Some of the brighter ones end up
serving the higher psychopaths. They're selected for it because they do worship only one thing and that's someone who's more powerful. And they will worship that person with almost religious fervor. That's why the dictator is surrounded by grovelling admirers who are all tyrants within themselves and by their own standards, by society's standards. But they do worship the leader, the chain of command. Military. It's a military set-up, you see.
like the Knights of Malta, or the Knights Templars, or all the other knights. Knight, when you speak it, is K, a silent K. But if you speak it, you've got Cainite. And that's no coincidence, because the allegorical figure of Cain, which has multiple allegories contained within, is their system. Their system putting into allegorical form through religion for themselves to understand while the elite worship the exoteric. It came on to...
supposedly found cities and he was in so he was also Nimrod you see really all allegories and also he was the first artificer the scientist who made things weaponry as Nimrod he creates the first city the first artificial beehive where you recruit and train people into what you call a civilization and the civilization runs on money
Because it can't support itself any other way. It doesn't grow its own food, even. It must make sure that everyone else uses that money. Therefore they get an army, pay the army with the money, and go out and conquer the rural people around them. Then it taxes all their labour from them. Old, old system. And you see the city is a habitat, it's an artificial beehive. If you look down through history, you'll see a sequence, as I say, of ever-expanding...
city-states, which were empires eventually, moving the base headquarters around down through time. And each time they would go into a country to take it over and dominate, they would then start forcing the rural folk into cities, habitat areas. Under the grand finale, the United Nations, the UN, the one UN, that would be the final culmination of conquest, the clearing of the land, the
and the habitat areas become prisons. The elite won't live in those habitat areas, of course. Same pattern all down through time, because it's easier to control people in containment than when they're all scattered all over the place. And people who are tied to the land that feeds them tend to be very resistive to new ideas that become made popular. So what is evil? Which is live backwards, of course. Eve, amongst its many different meanings, of course, and
You see Eve gets a blame for everything, the female. What they really mean by that is the emotional intuitive part. Emotion being that of the normal person, not just woman. That's why you also have the belief in evolve, evil, evolve, evolve. You have meanings within meanings and it would take forever to explain them all. But what we can see and what's easily understood is that
The same system with the same traits has gone on down through history. Go in, conquer, push the people into cities, get them all into commerce, paying taxes, using money, and using all that to get bigger armies to conquest the next bunch and so on and so on, and get them into their happy habitat cities until we're at the final culmination of a totally controlled society where the one big worry of all elites, and it's a mistaken worry by the way,
But they don't see that because they're creatures of instinct. That's one thing when you understand a psychopath, you can predict what they will do. Because their particular logic, you can actually understand how their patterns work. And they think that by conquering the people and totally taking their mind from them so they won't need religion, indoctrination, or a boogeyman or a god watching you all the time.
and knowing your thoughts in other words making you police yourself you'll be chipped in the brain you won't need entertainment you won't need propaganda fiction or fantasy or anything else to keep you running in circles and checked you will you'll be not conscious and that's their big mistake because the psychopath who lusts for power must have a victim to make him feel supreme when the victims are gone and defenseless
they become irrelevant and a new target must be sought because psychopaths are also sadists. They will then turn on each other. They say there's no honour amongst thieves. Well, this is true of the psychopaths and they will turn on each other, especially the lower realms, the skirts of the psychopaths, the lesser people who helped them get this far. As they see the rest being eliminated, they know that they will ultimately be next. And then the squealing starts again
And then the accusations begin. And during all of that, they're still vying for power amongst themselves as they see the one throne of the world. And every psychopath who wants to go down in history with his name chiseled in stone is the first of whatever it may be. But they can't all fit on the one seat. This doesn't mean you sit back and say, well, I'll let it all happen. Because believe you me, when titans fight with the weaponry they have, the little people are stomped into the ground at their feet all around.
If evil exists on the humanistic level, which is always changing in itself, relying on purely humanistic forms of logic, without intuitiveness, they're just as bad. They come out with the same psychopathic conclusions, in fact. Just another elitist group who would like to have more power. Because there's no doubt that evil is a tangible thing. We have to ask questions, lots of questions. Never mind, can evil be controlled through self-will?
It certainly can be altered through experience of the transformation of a particular individual who will search inwardly for answers, beginning with what is the purpose of life for that person. It doesn't matter what it is for anyone else. It doesn't mean you run off and hold your breath at meetings and get hypoxia and all the rest of it and start hallucinating or taking drugs to try and see things. If the truth is within you, only a search within will bring it out.
and not hallucinogenic drugs. Most people really in the whole New Age movement are looking for the thrill of the experience rather than the truth. What is it that makes people who can be trained to be good, good meaning the cultural norm promoted by the elite for a period, what makes them men who work in all types of positions of commerce and trades, what makes them obey
during wars where they're conscripted, what makes them obey to get up and join and go off and kill when they're not allowed to kill at home? What makes them be proud of killing abroad and take all the medals and talk about it for the rest of their lives? It's the only thing of import they ever did. Because it's a true theory that we ought to examine, which is very frightening. Either those people were natural killers in the first place, or they're all natural killers and they only suppress it
because of the fear of the consequences in their domestic lives and peacetime. Or a change comes over them, or they can be easily trained to do that which would be abnormal. That hasn't been fully debated. In fact, it hasn't even been partially debated amongst the public. Because obviously logic must always be logic, like a mathematical sequence. And the same figures must always add up to the same figures. Therefore, what is good and what is peaceful
Is it just the threat of reprisal and consequence by law and the deprivation of their rights if they're locked up in prison or killed that stops them from killing within peacetime societies? Because if that's the case, we are in a sad way. Those who protest and say, no, I won't kill, are definitely cleared from being psychopathic in their own personality. They will take the consequences of imprisonment and ridicule by the society
who's generally all for the war because now it's good to be for the war. They are the sheep, two legs good, four legs bad. Four legs good, two legs bad. Or we'll talk about it in Animal Farm. So those who protest the wars and will not kill in the fight are either put in prison or they're put into a medical unit where they run across fields of fire with nothing but stretchers, knowing they'll take the worst of the fire.
That takes a brave person to do that knowing that they're being lined up for execution really in a sense. If they do that then go and kill someone else. But the rest, which is the majority, will do what they're told and be proud of it. What I'm trying to tell you it isn't just the elite that are the problem. We have to face the fact that the psychopathic trait is all down through the whole strata of society and perhaps might be the majority. We have to start at that point
And that's terrifying for most people. It isn't just in the male population. We see it just as much in the female population today, albeit that the female certainly has had her share of attack purposely made through hormonal alterations and different things. In fact, road rage and many acts of aggression, they're overtaking the males. And a lot of this, there's been so heavily tampered with. However, that doesn't give everyone the right to say,
I can do what I want, I've been made this way and make someone else's life a hell. Does evil exist in an extraneous form? You have to go by your own experiences and that's how I'm going to end this whole talk tonight. All that counts, really, if you are the microcosm, all that will count ultimately are your own experiences. What have you experienced? What have you learned about yourself? And remember that because something is made popular
or that allegorical terminology can be used don't fall for the ridiculous or that which has been purposely cunningly made to be popular and heavily promoted. For me personally, does evil exist as a tangible thing? I know it does. For me. Because for me, I've experienced it. I wouldn't force anyone else to take this as a belief. As a belief, you're taking something on as faith. Or if someone's seen a reptile,
and it becomes popular and exciting, you're taking that on as faith. All I'm talking about is taking something on by knowing, by knowing you experience. I'm just talking about evil itself, tangible evil that you have nothing in your memory to compare it to, nothing in your other experiences to compare it to. I have seen people do the most evil things, but I've also experienced something which would be called supernatural evil.
And even that I check against the fact I also know that there are so many advanced sciences out there that anything can be projected into your mind. And a lot of that now has been disclosed by government papers. So you have to take everything into consideration. As Madame Blavatsky said, the front person who was really just an actress put out there to promote part of the New Age to get a women's movement going.
who would totally believe in the New Age, funded by the British government, as they fund all of these things and popular beliefs. Blavatsky said that the function of theosophy was to cross spirit with science. When you see the technology which can be made to project thoughts into your mind, which is openly declassified now, it's not possible science, like possible science or theoretical science, it's actual science, it's old science in fact.
then yeah, when you do have experiences out of the norm, you have to question them. In times gone by, people like Wycliffe, who came out with a Bible, who was very good at what he did, a very eloquent man, who was eventually killed for it by the church, because it wasn't "meet", as they say, "ready", "time", "right", for the public to have access to something they could read themselves.
that would take power away from priesthoods but he was being backed by the feudal lords who wanted more power themselves and to take the power away from the old church so they goaded and prodded Wycliffe and flattered him until he saw himself as a very special person this technique today is still used where now they can use sciences to give certain people the ideas that they are chosen or they're a messiah
And if someone has put thoughts in your heads and give you these odd experiences and you believed it, you could really be used very, very effectively because you'd never know yourself that science was behind this and very cunning men. Therefore, any experience that you have, you must check and it must have more personal meaning than anything else, if it's real. But yes, there are forces out there beyond the sciences as they're used here. Not a lot of them. Way more on books than ever in reality.
And such books sell very well because people want, they crave the understanding of this, they crave the need to believe in this, even though they'll never experience it generally themselves. Or if they do, it's on a lesser level. Everyone can pretty well go through, at least sometime in their life, the ability to have slight telepathic power with those next to them or close to them. And you think about them and they phone you and so on.
Or you're ready to whistle a song and someone starts singing it at the same part of the song as you're ready to start whistling. These are minor telepathic abilities. Children have them and lose them as they're trained out of them. However, not everyone loses it completely. And what is true beyond all of the sciences and all of the mysticism is that the power of a thought can truly penetrate everything. We must always bear that in mind. You succeed to guard your thoughts carefully
but it's also true that you must guide your thoughts carefully. There's tremendous power, tremendous power in a thought. It isn't just truth that's important, it's the reason behind the truth. And only honesty with oneself can give you a clean power behind a thought. For many, many generations, you know, occasionally power and techniques and thoughts were passed on. Certain people could be trained in understanding the ways of the world.
in the hope that ultimate horror would never be achieved or at least it could be thwarted. However, those intergenerational psychopaths, and that's what it is, it's a trait in born in them, reaching the end where there will be no more generations with the ability to pass wisdom on to others. And that's why now, this time we're in now, is of the vital, most vital importance.
where that which we value must be thought out quickly and just how sacred life is must be spoken about and conversed about by everyone because if we devalue life we devalue ourselves we've got to understand that we have to understand that and we know that only in the last 30 years how fast life itself has been devalued it's something that at one time at least was held to be sacred
therefore the heavy heavy penalties for anyone who killed, excluding wars of course where it was authorized. We watched the medical profession go into a morass of vulturism and massive profit and exploitation as all money and profit systems must devolve into. And with it the convincing of populations that through this mass slaughter of abortion and the selling of organs and tissues
And cells that are no longer sacred, they're just scientific things that can be explained devoid of all their mystery and uniqueness. It's just a tissue, it's just a cell. A cell is just blah, blah, blah. It's stripped of all that was sacred. That's the purpose of science, to debauch everything. Even though those same scientists could never create anything from the beginning. They can only, as masons, take things
the material that already exists and alter it, but they cannot create it. And yet they're happy enough thinking they're gods at that level, but ego has no bounds. In my own life I have witnessed the plummeting of the standards which once were held up as humane for society. I've watched the massive propaganda through television being put over on the people
until they themselves begin to parrot it and when they parrot it they become debauched themselves in their own lives as they become more and more what they think is humanistic but they don't even understand the term of humanistic because humanist religion is a religion it's still a belief system with the right of might and power and elite and intellectualism being in charge as it must always come to when one god is suppressed or many gods are suppressed
human nature will always crop itself up again, it will always pop up in a different form. When man worships man, then it's always the intellectual, the one that's promoted as being the genius. And that's not hard to do when you understand the techniques of creating a star. That's how Charles Darwin was created. No one had heard of him until the media, for about a year before his book came out, pumped him up gradually as being an utter genius.
Then his book came out and everyone already was prepared to believe it. That's how these techniques are used. It's well understood. When man worships men, then you are truly not only in hell, but the fires are well burning, believe you me. They're burning all over the world in the civilized countries. They've gone on about Adolf Hitler with his giant smokestacks. Every city in this civilization, as they call it, has more chimneys than Adolf Hitler could have dreamed of.
And women have been taught that removing a fetus, the dehumanized name for just a baby, is you must always demonize your enemy and dehumanize your enemy. Getting rid of a fetus is just like getting rid of a wart, they say. And that's what all of us have become, just removable, disposable tumors. Now remember that some of the shows I go on as a guest, I don't necessarily believe in what they do themselves.
That's the hosts I'm talking about. I always advise people to go by their own experiences, because ultimately that's all you can go on, not what's popular. Does evil exist? Yes, it does. Is it tangible? Yes, it is. It has to be investigated further by each individual. That's a journey most don't want to begin, because you have to examine yourself first of all, and you might not like what you see. But to transform yourself, you have to. To start the journey, you have to.
Those who want to be accepted by the mass man go by the popular beliefs. There's plenty being churned out in the bookstores for you to pick up. And you can do roller coasters across the universe and back again and round and round forever. And that's what they're designed to do. But you must think for yourself. From Hamish, my dog, and myself, it's goodnight. And may your God or your gods go with you. I don't need your answered prayers
Oh the chains you love I don't need your rings of gold Oh the secrets that you Lift me up, darling Lift me up And I'll fall with you Lift me up Let your love lift me up I don't need your secret love
Only promise tomorrow There'll be no more I'll take the faith, the daylight And lift me up, darling Lift me up And I'll fall with you When the moonlight Lips away this night In the light of night
We will find our love. We will find our love. Your skin and upon my skin. Your fingers on my skin.
This kiss, this love, this breath, this heart, this love, this splendor. With me, you've done it. With me, you've done it. You've done it. With me, you've done it.
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