Giggling about skiing, horse girls, and the Grammys
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What's up, gigglers? Gary, fix the Wi-Fi. Manifest that shit. We can't be managed. I mean, the day just got away from me. What's up, my Grammy gigglers? We're both in brown today. We're both in brown. Which I feel like... Nails aesthetic. Should mean something. It means life is shit. You know what's also crazy? What?

Every time we do a live Giggly Squad, we never tell each other what we're wearing and somehow we coordinate. I was going to say because we like read each other. We finish each other's sandwiches. But you're a psychic. So I just seem like she knows. She'll figure it out. And then I think also we don't always match. But then we go, oh, that was on purpose. I feel like I did manifest something really wrong the other day. I know for a fact I did. What? Breaking my husband's leg.

We're too powerful. Tell the gigglers. No, you guys. Honestly, he's, as if you're listening, this is for comedy. He's so selfish and he's so dramatic. No, he's so dramatic because I messaged him and I was like, oh my God, what happened? Did you just like fall wrong on your leg? And he goes, Paige, I fell 14 on your feet.

And I was like, you're an idiot. You could have broken your fucking neck. And the funniest thing about it is that he insta-storied the whole thing. No, the whole thing. He was like, I'm hiking up this huge mountain and I'm going to ski down. And my mom was like watching it being like,

I mean, every mom is like, you're going to die. Yeah. And then he went silent. Yeah. So people are messaging me and I'm sitting at the hospital with him and I'm like, we have to make a public announcement because I walked in and he was in a neck brace. Oh my God.

Talk about getting the egg. It was like... No, literally. You're like, hmm, this is interesting. Okay. But the fucked up part is we planned this whole like West Coast thing so that he could ski because I love this man. Yeah. I love this man. I want him to play his little games. Yeah, play sports. He's just trying to enjoy his sports. Yes. He calls it leisure. Yeah. That's like the European thing. So I went to LA for three days. It was a huge pod slut. I was on all these pods. I had fun.

He met me in Reno. And I hadn't seen him for like four weeks because he was in Ireland. It was very romantic. I was like, who is this man I'm meeting at this casino? Did you like shave your whole body? Actually, I forgot my razor. No. So like it was the worst I've ever been. No, Hannah. And I got my period the second I saw him. Like my body was just like...

Oh my God. So I was like gushing blood. Like not the kind of period that you fuck in. Right. Like, you know, people are like, I don't care about period sex. Let's be honest. Day one and two, you're not. I actually care a lot about it. Please tell. I care a lot about it. And it's not like where I feel gross. Like, oh my God, he's going to think like it's gross and like put a towel down stuff. It's more for myself. Like as I've gotten older, I've been like, no, actually my body said that I can take a week off from everything.

And you're a penis included, so please don't come near me. No, like, it's boundaries. Your body's literally like... No, like, she's going through something. Let her have a fucking minute. And also, like, you're swollen. You're just swollen everywhere. You're just gross. Yeah, you don't feel like it. Like, there's, like, one month. Sorry, one week in the month, I think, where you're just, like, horny for no reason. Do it that time of the month. It's that and, like, you want to eat a lot of cheese. Yes. I'm like, do you want to eat cheese together? Yeah.

I'm hairy. I'm bloody. And I was just like, hey, how y'all doing? And then we had a really fun show in Reno. A giggler brought a mink coat for me. A fake mink coat. A faux fur coat. Faux fur. Faux is such a weird... Faux.

Fee-fi-fo-fum-fucks coat. Okay. So I'm like in the green room and they just come back with this huge coat and they were like really confused and they were like, we checked it. Like it's not like there's no like bomb in it or like anthrax. Yeah. And I was like, oh no, yeah, they brought me a coat.

That's so nice. And I looked at the girl's message. She was like, look, I'm a Lake Tahoe girl. Just leave it anywhere in Lake Tahoe and I'll pick it up. Like any restaurant, any hotel. And I was like, what? Small town shit. Wait, she brought you a coat just to wear for the night? Just for the trip. Because remember, I was like, I just need a coat to take a photo in. Wait, so she let you use her coat for a photo. And then where did you leave it? I left it at the hotel when I left. I said, hey, some girl's going to pick it up. And they were like, okay. Okay.

This is like literally my worst nightmare. No, because I couldn't fit it in my stuff. It was a big coat. No. And then I went ice skating in it. Oh, yeah. I did see that. That was cute. And somehow managed to not tear my ACL because I'm an athlete. Right. Long story short, we go to Aspen. We have two shows. So I'm tired. And then I have two days in Aspen before going to Denver. And I was like, I have vacation. Like, I'm going to wake up. I'm going to sleep in. I'm going to go to –

get some up-prey lunch. I might shop a little. Maybe go to a spa. I was like, who knows? The point is, who knows? The world is your oyster. I had one of those days where I was like, what do I want to do today? Yeah.

And I get a text from Des. He accidentally texted me and Grace, which is so unbranded for him. Like, you know what I mean? In a group chat? Yeah. Because I guess we had a chat about burner phone. Yeah. And he was like, hey, I can meet you for lunch at like 1 by the gondola. And I was like, today's going to be so fucking nice. Yeah.

Then he calls me and it's like weird and I'm like, hello? And then I lose him and I'm like, oh, he must have been on the gondola. Yeah. This motherfucker texts me, going to the hospital. You know when you don't even- Did you start laughing? I laughed, but then I didn't even want to process it. I just got up and I just started putting my clothes on.

I couldn't even. I'm sure. I wasn't upset. I just was like, put your head down. But then this is fucked up. I realized I hadn't eaten yet. Okay. And I knew I was going to be at the hospital for like four or five hours. And I'm not eating that hospital food. No.

So I got breakfast burritos, which took like 40 minutes. And like, wait, to go or you sat down? To go. Okay. I mean, I sat down to wait and then I was drinking. I had iced coffee. Yeah. And I was texting him like, do you want food? And he's like, I, my leg fell off. And I was like, do you want pork or chorizo in the burrito? So then I show up with my huge burrito and he's in his neck brace. Why was he in a neck brace? Just precaution? Because he...

But honestly, he avalanched him. Apparently, it was just like a little slip, apparently. Okay. But then it's so steep that he fell for like five minutes. No. Like to the point where he had to like...

Get his breath. No, this is my worst nightmare. He was holding it for so long. He said he kept getting the air knocked out of him multiple times. He fell for like seven minutes. Like, you know those videos when you're like slipping on ice and you just keep slipping? Yeah. Like, he did that down a hill. Were his skis still on? This is the problem. So his skis were on tight from last season, apparently. I don't know the logistics. It's too much ski talk. I've like blurted it out. So.

So one of his skis didn't come off. Okay. Is that the leg that broke? Yeah. Wow. So he broke his leg, and then he just texted me his ACL is torn, so he needs to get surgery. Oh, my God. So is he done skiing forever? He's done with everything. He's out. He's so upset. Depressed. Yeah. But, like, okay, I hate to say it, but, like— You have to get a new husband? No. No.

I mean, that'll happen eventually. But like, he's just so cute when he's weak. Yeah. Oh my God, Hannah, you are Craig. You love when we're vulnerable because we never are. His does is so strong. He's so strong. He's so alpha. He's so on his shit. Craig loves when I have the flu. Literally, sometimes I think he has Munchausen's. I'm like, I feel like you're making me sick. Like, he loves when I'm incapacitated. Incapacitated?

Not important. On the couch. He's Gypsy Rose's mom. No, he's literally Gypsy Rose's mom. But it's weird, though, because I'm not a caretaker. So he takes care of himself, which is why I love him. But he woke up and he was like, could you grab me something? And he was so weak in that moment. And I got it for him and he was like, thank you.

And I was like, wait. I feel. For sickness and in health. For sickness and in health. So is he in a full leg cast right now? What's he in right now? He has this like leg, like it's like a modern like mechanical type cast. Okay. But it's like his whole leg and like. This is like a six month recovery. It's impossible to walk with crutches. Like. Yeah. You ever, you remember like kids would just be like in crutches? They're so fucking hard. Yeah. So he's just like. I always wanted crutches. Wobbling. Yeah.

It's like braces. Yeah. I was like, fuck, I would be so cool with crutches. It's so impossible to like go up the stairs. No, you can't do anything. So also like it's so different breaking a bone when you're a child than like an adult. Yeah. That's all I was thinking about when I was skiing. Breaking a bone as an adult is embarrassing.

It's not only is it embarrassing, but it also... You did some stupid shit. It fucks your whole, like, you can't do anything. But the most fucked up part about this is the last time we were skiing, I was in the hospital. Right. You guys...

Cut it out. And I said, like, how many human sacrifices do the ski gods have to make? Well, it's because you go around talking so much shit about skiing. I believe in karma. And so the mountain is like. I put negative energy into the universe towards skiing and they bring it right fucking back. But then Des was supposed to go to these Denver shows with me. But he obviously, he's like, I can't. Yeah. How did he fly home?

So we wake up in the morning and like we're messy people. Yeah. And we had like a hotel room and his shit is everywhere. Yeah. And he's like can you pack for me? No. Oh my God. I didn't even realize you have to do like real shit. I had like

a mom moment come over me where I was like he needs me yeah and I like I don't know who I can lift a car right now no literally I'll bring this whole whole hotel with us I turned into my mom for the first time ever yeah and I was like I folded something like I was like we need a foot we need to take care of him and I'm like whose sock is this yeah I'm running around

I'm getting his Advil. I'm picking up his dirty stuff, putting it in a bag. Like, I don't know who I was in that moment. And he's lying there and he's like, I love you. And it was honestly, like, hot. Oh, my God. Like, there was some weird, like, role-playing. But then...

We recorded an episode of Burner Phone, if you guys want to listen. We were just depressed a bit because, like, we were supposed to record that day, too. So we were like, we got to record this episode. So definitely listen to that. It'll make him feel better. And watch his special. I feel so bad for him because, really, I've never met someone that enjoys his, like, sports as much as him. And he's been injured so many times. Like,

like this last three years which is the only time he's known me and all he does in the summer is play golf no he was like I don't think I can play volleyball or golf or ski even ping pong don't think I can play tennis don't think I can play pickleball and I'm like those are all our favorite sports laughing

What are we going to do? See, if that was my husband, I'd be like, good. Well, that's the thing. I'm also like, I always joke that I like older men because they're tired. But like he's the most hyper older man I've ever met. So I'm like, good. Take a fucking nap. Yeah. Take a nap. Let's sleep in. So then we have to get him to the airport. And we're like second floor of the hotel. It's like there's no elevator. The ski chalet. Yeah. And I have to get two of his huge bags down and

We go to the airport and we have to get him in a wheelchair. So how did he do his leg, though, on the plane seat? No, it's a nightmare. Because he's also, he's a big man. No, he's a big man. People don't talk about it enough. He's six, three and a half. I feel like he's even taller than that. Arguably six, four. No, because I feel like Craig is six, four. And I feel like Des is like...

maybe an inch taller. Like, I really feel like Des is like 6'5". We have to figure... Let's not... In my head, Des is 7'1". His energy is giving. No, his energy is of a 6'7 man. He is the soul of a 6'7 man. But they say in photos he looks smaller. Everyone thinks from photos that he's like 5'11". Oh my God, no, Des is a... Whenever people meet him, they go, you're so tall. So he's this massive, decrepit man. Yeah.

And it's hard to get it through the aisle with the crutch. The whole thing's a nightmare. And you know how I feel about admin. I went in full like I can't even process this mode. And like he was in shock. But then we got a lot of attention on social media. So that like balanced it out. I love that. And then we did Denver. And I came back. Wow. You've had a week. I've been gone for two weeks.

I've had two weeks. Okay, I have a story that happened to me that it... I feel like I haven't seen you forever. I know. I feel like I haven't seen you. I feel like recently we've been talking about very niche New York City things. I have a very niche New York City occurrence that happened to me. So I'm in my apartment.

And Craig is in my bedroom on the phone. So I'm like in my living room and I can hear in my hallway, I can hear like a door slam and a girl say, fuck. And so in my head, I was like, oh, she locked herself out. Like if I had a fucking nickel, like I hate when that happens. But I'm like going about my business, like doing stuff in my apartment. I hear like a faint knock on my door. And I know that Craig had ordered something, but I never answered. I feel like Craig is always ordering something. Always ordering something. Okay.

But I never answer my door for delivery people because I get like freaked out. I think they're going to force themselves in and literally kill me. So I just like wait. They leave it outside my door and then like I get it. But something in me was like, oh, just answer it. You're right here by the door. So I answer it.

There's like bags on the floor, like Target bags. And then there's just a girl standing there in nothing, like in a orange silk robe, long brown hair, gorgeous. And I'm just like...

And she was like, hi. I locked myself out. I'm so sorry. Like, I'm not wearing anything. I have to go downstairs. And I was like, oh, my God. Like, come into my apartment. So she comes in and she was like, can I please have a towel to go downstairs? And I was like, no, like, let me get you clothes. Where you go, wait, I have the perfect outfit for you. I was like, wait a second. I have a sweatsuit. I've been dying to see on someone. Yeah.

You go, no, no, no. This doesn't go with your eyes. Also, I have shoes to match. And like a towel. You go, what's your mood right now? What's the journey? Wait, is she wearing like a lingerie, like see-through? Like a silk, mini, orange, cute little robe. You go, first of all, where did you get that? No, I did say, I was like, first of all, you're gorgeous. You're stunning. So she's like standing in my apartment, basically naked, like crying. I.

I'm like, hold on, let me get you sweats. So I go in the bedroom. I see Craig, obviously. He's like, what's going on? I go, don't come out. Like, the last thing this girl needs is, like, a 6'3 man being like her. There's, like, a naked girl around. Or that's exactly what she wants. No, literally. Then I was like, am I being set up? Craig ordered a girl on Uber Eats. Yeah.

in a robe and she's like hey is this the right apartment I'm like yeah come in she's like okay he's like no no no I got that from Target so I bring she's like oh he's like okay like I won't come out so I bring her sweats he goes if I had a nickel for how many times he told me to just stay away

So I give her the sweats. I have a pair of Amazon flip flops that I keep by my door. You give her earrings. You accessorize her. I'm like, here's a mini bag. You go, wait, wait, I need to style this differently. I'm like, how do you feel about your hair in a slick back? You take a photo like a stylist and you look at it in the photo. You go, no, I don't like that. So she leaves. She goes downstairs. How do you feel about blazers?

She comes back up. She knocks on my door again. And she's like, I just want to say thank you. Here's like the maintenance guys here, like has my key. I was like, amazing. She lives right next door to me. She didn't need to do that.

It was nice. Yeah. She never gave me my clothes back. I'm sitting there and I'm like, hold on. Hold on a moment. Where's my sweatsuit, bitch? Where's my Lululemon aloe sweatsuit that I spent stupid money on? I was like, wait. Then I was like, Craig was like, maybe she's washing it. Like she wasn't naked. Maybe she's washing it and giving it back to you. This was four days ago.

I don't have my sweatsuit. And not that I genuinely... Do you really care? Like, I actually don't give a shit about that sweatsuit. No, this is a wild story. Also, like, I know where you live. No, I...

I'll knock on your door. But like to me, that is my number one. That is why I'm such a bitch when it comes to like clothes and friends borrowing it. Because like there are girlfriends that like have things of mine that I'm like, you never fucking gave that back and I'm livid. And also if you know Paige, she's actually quite chill about literally everything in this world. Except my clothes. Except clothes.

Yeah. Like that's the only, like you will forget that someone like called you a cunt ass whore bitch to your face. 100%. On TV. Yep. And then, but if someone doesn't return a ring that you lent them, you'll be like, do you have any respect for anyone in this world? I'm like, you narcissist. You selfish bitch. Give me my fucking skirt back. See, that's why

That's why I think God didn't give me a sister. No, I would have. And thank God we're different sizes. No, I wouldn't have been able. I mean, slightly, slightly different sizes. But thank God. I couldn't have had a sister. But I also have this. It feels so bad when someone like even lends you a hair tie and you lose it. Because I'm that girl like where I'm like, just don't because I'm going to lose it. I know I will. See, I never. I also don't think I've ever been.

borrowed something of some like clothes wise like I think maybe in high school I had like one friend where we would share certain stuff but like that was it there's a tiktok being like oh you want me to walk in your shoes they're ugly so I won't because I kept thinking about you and that quote um walk a mile in your shoes I'd rather not I would never wear platforms um she's wearing fur crocs am I walking a mile my fur crocs were the star

Of the strip. When I tell you I love these fur crocs so much, you don't have to wear socks. And as an ADHD girl, like socks, if they're off like a little bit, I freak out. Putting on socks is like exhausting to me. Like I just, you just slip them on. I was wearing it in the snow, fur crocs. Did you ever wear a school uniform? One place we had to wear collared shirts and no jeans, but I never had like a uniform. But you never had like a knee sock uniform?

mini skirt moment. I did wear actually knee socks and limited to skirts I would wear just like my own fashion statement. Oh. But I would wear like I love that for you. Wild socks. I thought it was funny to wear like crazy patterned socks. Remember like at some point when we were younger people were wearing like toe socks and you would put your individual toes in. I feel like you were a girly that like

Like, you got them in your Easter basket. You just called me a horse girl to my fucking face. That is so mean. That's the meanest thing you've ever said. I feel like if you didn't go tennis, you had potential to be leader of the horse girls. I think I might become—you have to be so rich, though. Like, to be a horse girl— That's true. No, I feel like there's some rogue horse girls out here. I've seen poor horse girls. I know.

You're thinking of, like, Bella Hadjid, like, equestrian horse girl. I'm thinking, like... Oh, like, you found a horse on the side of a road. I'm thinking, like, pony head pole in between your legs, like, running around a gym horse girl. Oh, like, I just have tons of horse photos in my room, and I'm like, this is Daisy. Yeah. Yeah. You're like, one day I'm going to buy one. I also have a crazy story. Okay. Not to, like, compete with your common story, but...

I was on a 6 a.m. flight yesterday, so I had to wake up at 4 a.m. because the Denver airport is an hour away from the city, which is like... No. Also, the Denver airport is like in with the Illuminati. It's all I think about when I go there. The second I landed, I was like, you don't know about this, Des? And he was like, no. And I'm like, are you kidding me? I didn't know about it either. I was like, have you ever been on TikTok once? No, literally. So anyway, that airport was already skeeving me out. I got in my seat.

Turns out I was actually in the wrong seat. You know how A should be on the left when you walk in, but it's on the right? But when I'm really tired, I go left. I do this all the time and someone has to be like, you're in my seat. I guess the girl was not in the mood because it was 6 a.m. Didn't say anything to me. Guy sits down next to me. Oh, so she just sat in your... I guess she knew. I guess it was the last one and she was like, fuck it. She didn't know who it was maybe. Anyway, so I didn't even know this. I'm not awake. This man sits next to me and he's wearing these really cool jeans.

Like, patterned and, like, kind of, I don't know, just wild. And then he has these, like, Chanel glasses on. Okay. And these, like, long dreads and a face mask. Are you sitting next to Lenny Kravitz? No, I would have. Lenny Kravitz is so good looking. That was a good guess. Then I realized I have to pee because, like, life is just so hard. And he miraculously gets up to pee. And I go, perfect. We're doing, like, a team thing. So I get up with him.

And then we get back down and he's like, hold on one second. I have to get my pills. And I'm so he's like getting his pills and it's taking kind of a while and I'm standing in the aisle and people are it's just like chaos. And I'm just like, I'm asleep. And he looks at me and he goes, I always mess up my pills when I have different time zones. So I was like, OK, fancy. Like someone is a world traveler. Someone's a jet setter. And a drug addict. Yeah.

So he's like six. What could he possibly have been fucking taking? I think he's 71 and like had cancer twice. Oh. And he was like. Who is this man? So, you know, when you look at someone, you go, I don't know who this is, but I know that he's like a superstar. OK. Like, you know, your parents. I'm like, yeah, I know my parents would lose their mind right now. So he kind of like says something nice to me, but I'm like not in the mood to talk. And I'm like, whatever. Finally, he asked me something. No, he goes, oh, yeah, I couldn't go to the Grammys this year.

And I was like, me neither. Yeah. And he was like, I went last year because, like, I won a lot of stuff. But this year I'm, like, really busy. He pulls out his phone. He just starts, like, showing me photos. Yeah. And honestly, like,

And he... I realize he... Still has a mask on? Yeah. Okay. And he shows me... When you go out... When you get out of the airport in Paris, there's, like, a Chanel campaign. Okay. And there's this, like, gorgeous black older man whose face is, like, the Chanel campaign. Okay. And that's him. So his name's Nile Rodgers. He wrote, like, We Are Family. We are family. Oh, my God. He wrote, like, Madonna's Like a Virgin. He's... He's... Like, if you Google Nile Rodgers, he's written, like...

The freak. The chic. Oh, my God. He's written everything. And I see him, and I'm like, oh, my God, I know who this is. Common would literally freak out to meet him, I feel like. So he shows me a photo of him and Common. And I go, you know what? Not so much because of me, but like my best friend.

No, it was common. So we're dating these men. So I'm like, so now I'm watching this man. This man, he's so, he's 71. And I guess I was like, we're being funny bantering. He shows me his whole camera roll. And first I was nervous. I'm like, am I going to see like tits or something? This cute, innocent man is just showing me. He goes, this is at the Yves Saint Laurent. Like I was like, Paige would love this. He,

Chanel, he has a partnership with Chanel. They give him all his clothes and he styles himself. He styles himself like the sickest outfits. Oh my God. And then he's showing me like all these trips he goes on. And I watched the documentary about like the greatest day in music. And he goes, I was there. And I was like, give me the tea. And I'm not going to like explicitly say it, but he gave me some good tea. About? Basically Madonna wasn't invited.

And he's Madonna's boy. Like, yeah. And Madonna was like really hurt that she wasn't invited because Quincy Jones basically was like, your voice isn't good enough. And this is Madonna at her height. Oh, my God. So it makes me feel like you can be at your height and still like be hurt by people. So he was like, so I wasn't in it because I wanted to kind of like stand with my girl. Like, I didn't want to be on camera because he's like, it was like, I just remember when Madonna was like dying two months ago. And then like everyone just stopped talking about it.

Is she dying? Remember? Or like her butt implant popped her? No. Google that. Madonna was, everyone thought Madonna was literally going to die. She got like. Like Jon Snow. Jon Snow.

What a niche reference. Grace looks so confused. She got like staph infection or something. Oh my God. Yeah, in June, Madonna had developed a serious bacterial infection that kept her in the ICU for several days. Yeah. And then she just got over it and was like, I'm back, bitches. This is so fucked up because I'm the biggest Madonna fan. Did she just get lipo? I know. I know.

I think staph infection is code for lipo. Two weeks of a staph infection, you got lipo. No, you would be dead. Lipo's like out here and it's happening and it's popping. My favorite thing about Barbara Corcoran was she said, as you get older, every 10 years you get a facelift. It's just like what you do. It's like going to like get your teeth cleaned. I'm definitely going to get a facelift at some point. Yeah. You know what my mom said to me the other day? What did she say? And I felt so like...

She was being so wholesome. She was like, you know what? You should really buy like a food processor. Like really comes in handy. And I was like, when the fuck would a food processor come in handy for me? For making pies? And she goes, well, at some point you're going to have kids and like maybe they're going to want macaroni salad and you're going to need to chop up celery. And I go, mom, I can assure you that never in my life will I be chopping up celery for fucking mac salad. Yeah.

But if you want to come over and make it for my children, you can. That's the thing. I thought that we were going to just like turn into our moms. Yeah. I'm 32 and it hasn't happened. It hasn't happened. It did for literally six minutes when my husband broke his entire body and I had a panic moment that he would leave me if I didn't take care of him. But no, I've never once been like, you know what would make this macaroni salad better? Children. Children.

So the funniest thing about Niall, me and Niall, he's telling me about New York City in the 70s. I feel like a great name to name your son because not only is it Irish, but like Niall. Oh, but he spells it like the Niall River, like N-I-L-E. But I do like that idea. Yeah. After we said we hate children. Yeah. So he literally gives me his number.

Like he's like, we're best friends. And he's like, where are your gigs? Like, like whatever. He said Cara Delevingne goes to all his shows. Oh my gosh. It's crazy. So I leave and I'm like, I'm best friends with the greatest musician of all time. Yep. And I'm kind of like feeling myself. And I was like, should I retire? Like, what do I do? And I posted on Instagram and this girl messages me and she's like, oh my God, I was on a flight with him three months ago and he showed me all the photos. And I'm like, so that's his thing.

And if that's not a man, and if that, use the same goddamn lines. If I hear the commons out here praying with other people on planes, I will be living. For sure. That's what he does. So like, at first I was like, he saw me and he said, there's something about that girl that's special. No, I could have been a dog. He just is old and wanted to talk to someone. No, he literally,

And he was not creepy at all. He was so sweet and so nice, and he liked that I was from New York. But that's his thing. That's his thing? It's hard in these streets. I didn't sleep on a four-hour, six-a.m. flight. No, that's... That was crazy. That's insane. I saw a comment, and I was like, I like you, but I gotta fucking go to bed.

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Should we talk about the Grammys? Let's. You first, because you were spitting, like, Simon Cowell fire last night on your Insta story. No, literally. I love when you do just one blurry Insta story. Like, where is she? You know? Like, I was waiting for all these beautiful curated pics and just you, like, in the dark, like, look, look. I've been around this for so long. Just smoking a cigarette, like, look, I can't, if I have to, I'm going to burn my fucking eyes out.

With my cigarette butt. My mom has been with me for like a week. We're sitting on the couch watching it and she goes, and don't get on your podcast tomorrow and say anything bad about Taylor Swift. And I was like, mom, sorry, but I have to speak my truth. The floor is yours.

I will say I actually did really like Taylor Swift's dress. I liked the white dress. I know she does all these like Easter eggs of for her fans. She had to wear like black and white. I could have done without the sleeves or without the gloves. Her accessories, obviously, she copied the Hannah Burner. I was laughing because everyone's sending me the choker. Yeah. So I had to post it. Yeah. Also, like I obviously did not invent a watch choker.

Devise NYC. But I'm going to be honest. I haven't like seen it around. I googled it. It's not like a trend. So then I was like, obviously, she's a giggler. She's like, I need that. And I'm like kind of feeling myself. And then I go to your Insta story and you're like, can I just say, everything I've seen at the Grammys is disgusting. And I was like, that tracks so well. And I was like, what?

No, I've actually really liked her accessories. The thing with the Grammys is, like, it's not the Golden Globes. It's not the Emmys. It's not the Oscars. You can wear, like, crazy weird shit and have fun. It's kind of like the MTV. Yeah. Like, you can be quirky. I like the girl with the furry white, like, the full furry white crazy thing. Yeah, I didn't love that, but, like, it was, like, the Grammys. I liked Ice Spice in the baby fat. She looked horrible, but anyway. Yeah.

I think she dresses so badly. Wait, that's crazy because she's my style icon ice face. That's tracks, actually. So the thing that annoys me the most... She wears toe socks. She definitely wears toe socks. The thing that annoys me the most about Taylor Swift's team is...

If Taylor's saying to her hairstylist and makeup artist, you have to do this hair and makeup or I'll literally fire you, then I get it. But I don't see her doing that. But if she's saying to her hairstylist and makeup artist, this is the dress I'm wearing. What do you guys think? And then they're giving her the same red lip and the cat eye. I,

I need her to fire them. I'm going to be honest. I think she tells them, I want a cat eye and I want a red lip, which she can evolve from. I think she can. She stays with something. Like, remember the short hair look? She did it for, like, a long time. How does she keep her red lips so perfect, though? I've never...

I've never once seen a transfer. Never seen a little red smudge up here. If I was dating Travis Kelsey and wearing that red lip, that red lipstick would be everywhere. All over him, all over his dick, all over me, on my eye. It would be so disgusting. People would be like, have you guys ever spoken to each other? Every time I wear a red lip, I say to myself,

And this is why I don't wear a red lip. I wore a red lip the other day and all I did was I had an itch on my nose and it got everywhere. It looked like I had a murder scene. So I don't know how she's keeping it so tame. I do have to say, though.

Like, obviously, people listen to our podcast, which is, like, the coolest thing ever. Yeah. The concept, like, Taylor Swift might listen, a delusional side of me started happening last night, and I was like, she does. Maybe she's seen a clip. The fact, it's not crazy for us to say Taylor Swift may have seen a clip on her for your page. It's actually not crazy. Everyone has TikTok. Everyone has TikTok. Everyone's girls. Like, and then, like, she knows I'm besties with Hailey. Right. Okay, but that wouldn't be great. Right.

Wait, I'm getting myself into a drama. Not great for the cause whatsoever. There was a moment where I was like, she listens to Giggly every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. Yeah. Whenever we decide to put it out. She thinks we're really funny. She gets a newsletter. She gets the newsletter. She goes in the newsletter, sees what is Paige going to recommend from Amazon, clicks it, buys it. She's like, what is Hannah doing that's quirky today? She's wearing a watch around her neck. I do have to say, her energy at award shows...

I do like that she stood for Olivia Rodrigo. That could have been, like, the worst energy. Yeah. It takes...

Taylor Swift standing up and then everyone else is like having fun but I really think like it's kind of just her here's the other thing though I'm gonna I'm a realist okay I see situations and I feel as though I'm like how would I react to that if I'm at the Grammys I'm sitting behind Taylor she's standing up every time someone's performing in my head I'm like sit the fuck down I can't see

Okay. So I'm going to put a TikTok out and it was a video of everyone going into the Grammys and how it looked like general admission because like no one had a ticket. They were like telling, shooing people and it's like all these A-list celebrities like waiting in a line. With other teams or anything and they're just waiting in a line and they're so uncomfortable. Like their dresses are so fucking tight. And I was like, wow, this is so like humanizing. Yeah. Like, it's like Sophia Richie's there trying to like show her ticket. It's like,

Fully pregnant. Just like she's pregnant. Can she sit down? Yeah. No, she needs to sit. The thing also, everyone's now, I went to sleep before the end of it. I wake up and there's all this drama about Celine Dion. Did you watch the clip? Yep. So she won it. And then she kind of, she took it from Celine Dion. And as she took it from Celine Dion, she was looking back at the girl who might have said something. Yeah. And like Lana Del Rey. Yeah. Yeah.

People were giving her shit for bringing Lana Del Rey up on the stage. No. Who cares? Who cares? People were giving her shit for... I will say, she didn't even look at Celine Dion. Well, this is my thing. Those moments are so crazy. So over... Could have been so fucking overwhelming. I just have to tell you, as someone who may or may not have had moments that, like, people will, like, replay and watch, like...

There's so much deeper context to certain moments. And like, if I won an award, everything would go black. And people are like, oh, she's won it a hundred times. It's still crazy when you're on national television, you have to go up and everyone's watching you. I could easily just be like...

"Okay, Trophy, what am I saying? "Why is that person talking to me? "How much time do I have for this speech?" We cannot judge her by that moment. - No, I certainly don't. - And afterward, she took a whole picture like, "Everyone calm down!" And for everyone who's like, "Oh, stop talking about Taylor Swift."

It's the haters that are talking about her all the time. Right. That story should not have been a story. Right. We could be fighting the good fight. No, Will Smith literally assaulted someone and we got over it in like six months. And we were like, what are they up to? Can we talk about Jay-Z? Let's. First of all, I was getting really annoyed when he was giving his speech because at first I was like, is he not going to thank his wife? You texted me that. You were like, why? And I was like waiting for it, waiting for it. And then he went rogue. So then he...

he went like too hard for his wife. And then he was like, okay. This is my thing. That was the most Brooklyn shit I've ever seen. As someone from Brooklyn, I was like, he just fucking, first he went in and he was just like, what's up? Then he was like, shout out to my boys. Yep. Then he looked and he goes, you fucking stupid motherfuckers. He's basically like, thank you for this award. It means shit to me. And here's what I think about you. Let me tell you about yourself for a second. I mean, where he's not, oh my God, Nile Rodgers just texted me. No.

I did text him this morning. Hannah's having an affair with a 70-year-old man. Oh, my God. Okay, so I go, I don't know if the other girl got his number, though. Okay. I said, hope you had a nice day off yesterday. This is Hannah Burner, the comic from The Flight. Realized he never asked my name. A classic New York City date. What?

So it was just a day on Raya. Like, we were best friends, but like... I realized he never asked a single question about myself. I can't think that's my husband. I go, it's so much fun. And I sent him the photo where I posted on Instagram because he didn't see it. And you guys, by the way, I would never do this with... Someone not famous. No, I would never do

Like, I'm Rada, Hailey Bieber. I barely, I would never. But there's something about him. He's this nice, sweet, older man. Yeah, he's an old man. And you, let's not bring up your grandpa. Let's not. Let's not. Why would you do that? I know. Wait, he just wrote, this is the huge thing. Dear Hannah. I'm already crying. Yay!

I hope I didn't bombard you with chatter. Oh, my God. Because he knows at the end I was really tired. I said I had to take a little nap. I'm extremely talkative on flights when I meet cool people. Me and that girl. Yeah. Again, I apologize, but I had a blast. The fact that Nile Rodgers is apologizing to me. Wait, that's so nice. No, you don't understand. This was the sweetest thing to me. Wait, what did you say to him, though? You probably were like, okay.

I'm going to nap. Well, so he went off to pee and I go, this is my moment. Yeah. I was like falling asleep while he was talking to me, but it was so interesting. And Des was so cute because I was texting Des because I was like, Des, who is this man? Yeah. And Des was like, take in everything he tells you. Like, this is history. Yeah. Like, the stories from New York and stuff. And then he goes, take care of my fellow New Yorker and all the best to you. He goes, I can't wait to laugh at one of your shows. Regards. Oh, that's so nice.

Common didn't ask for my fucking number. You know what he did, actually? He gave me a QR code. Not a Rogers. He just had a QR code on his home screen, and he goes, take it, and then I got all of his information. Wait, that's genius. It's genius, but I wouldn't want my grandpa out here just giving out his social security number to people. Grandpa. Jay-Z. Mm-hmm.

This is the one thing that I think is very, very valid. Award shows are stupid. Yes. And he even said, he's like, I get it, it's subjective. And his...

The Beyonce thing of her never winning album of the year. I'm not like a music buff. So I don't know about like what makes an album best for singles. Regardless, if you look at all the artists, there are so many artists that have been snubbed. Like people like Celine Dion never won one. And like there's so many. So like overall, it's just like these awards are stupid. Yeah.

I want to know, when he goes, some of you guys aren't even, shouldn't be in the category. What category is he talking about? Who's he talking about? I was on Twitter for 30 minutes. Who is he talking about? I don't know.

Because people are trying to say Taylor. I don't think he was talking about Taylor. People are trying to say Harry Styles from last year. I don't think it was. No, I feel like it was in general. I feel like it wasn't. But what category? I feel like it wasn't even pointed at this specific Grammys award. I think he was saying it in general, like with the Grammys. Like there are people that shouldn't win. There are people that shouldn't even be in these categories. Like I think he was just saying in general it's a clusterfuck. If I was the Grammys, I don't know the politics behind it. I'd just be like, you know what, J.?

You run the Grammys. Like, you clearly... Here's the thing. I feel like the Grammys took a real leap because they know that he hates them. So I don't know if this was their way of being like, and here's an award. That was so funny when he said Will Smith...

First of all, first he brought up Will Smith and I was like, what's about to happen? Then he goes, he boycotted it but watched it at home. Yeah. And he said he boycotted it once and watched it at home. Yeah. Because it's fucking entertaining. At the end of the day, it's entertainment. Right. And actual getting the awards right is wrong and the truth is like anyone who gets nominated, people who even are nominated, you go girl. I'm also going to say something really controversial. Okay. I love Dua Lipa so much, she can't dance.

She can't move. She can't move well. This is the thing. Sometimes I'm like, I feel like I can get up and do that number. One thing about being an artist, I feel like lean into what you're good at. And I think she really wants to be a dancer. I think she does too. She did a full dance number. But did she? The thing is, she is like...

Model-esque. She's lanky. She's lanky. Her body's gorgeous. And I'm stunning. You don't have to move it. No. Just stand there. Yeah, you can just stand there and, like, if you're a dancer, be a dancer. But if you're not, you don't need to also be one. Like, I— Like, look. Like, Tate McRae. You're a dancer. A dancer. Olivia Rodrigo. She just stood there. I loved every minute of it. She didn't try and be a dancer. I loved the blood. Loved the blood. That was so good. And I'm, like, in my Vampire Diaries era. Oh. So, like—

You didn't see that one coming, did you? I didn't see that. You go so niche sometimes with your binges. So niche. This is the thing. Grammy performances are hard. Yeah. I would assume so, too, because it's not like you're performing. Fantasia was great.

Fantasia was great. Who'd your mom like? It's really more like, who doesn't she like? You know? She's like, be nice to Taylor Swift. I've never been a fan of her. And like, oh, she's like, I don't know about Billie Eilish. And I was like, no, I love Billie Eilish. And then by the end of the Grammy, she was like, no, she seems really nice. Yeah, and her singing was like so—that song apparently is like impossible to sing. I know. I watched like a whole TikTok about it. And then I just like that she does it with her brother. Like, I think that's—

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Side note, I don't, I realize I don't suffer from jet lag. Because you're well-traveled? Because I'm always tired. Yeah. So I don't know if it's jet lag or tired, but I'm used to it. Like I woke up exhausted and I'm like, and that's called the morning. Yeah. And then it was 4 p.m. and I was exhausted. I go, again, that's called the afternoon for me. Yeah. It's called depression. No, I think we have... Depression. Yeah, but I also think we have something like... A bug. No, like a nutrient deficiency. I know, but what is that nutrient?

We're not trying to find it. You know, people are like, well, have you cut gluten? I'm not strategically cutting out parts of my diet for a theory. If you're saying to me the few words, have you, just know it's no. Nope, haven't.

I have not. I'm going to have to stop you right there. Yeah, stop me right there. I'm going to stop right there. No. I'm also, wait, you guys, I have so many notes. I'm going around on people's photos. And you know when you just have like a new thing you like to say? Yep. I'm writing on everyone's photo, I gasped. I like that. Because Hailey Bieber said it like two years ago with Emma Chamberlain. She saw her outfit and she goes, no, I gasped.

I like when people say, the scream I scrumped. Wait, I've never heard that before. The scream I scrumped. Can you spell scrumped? S-C-R-U-M-P-T. Scrumped.

Or is it E.D.? Scrumptious. Shut up, Hannah. No, I think it's a T. Wait, that's so cute, too. But I said it on, like, three girls' photos, and I'm like, what if people are on to me, and they're like, you said that on the last girl's photo? No, that's—you can say the same—I say the same thing all the time. Not on mine. You get—we get really creative. Well, you're different. No, now I get—when I see you do a new post, now I get— Anxiety of, like, what am I going to comment? Well, sometimes it comes right to me. And then sometimes I'm about to write something, and I see someone below wrote something kind of funny, and I go—

And then I'll take like five minutes and I work it out. I text some people. It's a fun, creative, I feel like it's an exercise for our brains. And the gigglers know. The gigglers will be like, Hannah, this is it. And then some of the gigglers will be like, LOL, maybe next time you'll do better. I actually have some mental health stuff to talk about. Okay. Which I guess TikTok knew I went through it this last week. So I started to get a lot of the psychology ones. First one is called Men Are Jealous Of You. I mean, I've only been saying it since the womb.

So basically, this guy went on this tangent that really made sense to me. Like, you know when people are like, oh, like, you're too much of a woman for him or, like, he can't handle you? Yeah. That never made sense to me. I'm like, oh, so, like, he's scared because I'm good? Yeah. Like, or he's scared that I'm successful? Like, men aren't scared that you're successful. You don't make them feel good about themselves. Yeah. So, like, it's not a jealousy, like, he wishes bad for you. It's just that, like...

he can't handle who you are. So like, but we never phrase it in that way. We're always like, oh, like you're too much for him. And that makes you feel like you did something wrong. These men are out here jealous of you. Like I've dated dudes and it's not like he's wishing bad on my career stuff, but like,

he chooses someone else because he literally is jealous of me. And he'll choose a girl he's not jealous of. And I don't mean like she's less than me, but like whatever his own demons are, he can handle her better. And like that's something we really have to keep an eye out for in these streets. As an evil, evil girlfriend, I have said multiple times to men.

Honestly, to some that didn't even deserve it. I was just in a bad mood that day. Some I just gas lit. Some of I just wanted to see if I could make them cry.

I have said like, I get it. I am like too good for you. You need to be with someone who thinks everything you do is amazing. And I'm going to be honest. I don't think that like, I don't think everything you do should be praised. Like you need to be with a girl that comes home every day and whatever you tell her, she's like, Oh my God, that's amazing. That's not me. Okay. I'm

That was so hard because I'm thinking, like, what had to happen for you to get to that point? And then I realized nothing. You woke up in the morning and you go, can I tell you something? Nothing. Literally nothing. You go, morning, babe. I was on the phone with Craig the other day. He said one thing that pissed me off. I quickly went zero to 100 to the point where my mom goes, Paige, I don't know if he even meant it like that. And I go, well, maybe not, but he'll know for next time. Okay? Okay.

You have to bully them. It's the only way. But this is the thing. I do think so much of your life, you're taught, like, make him comfortable. Yes. Find a guy who... And I'm exhausted. That's a jealousy issue with him. And it's not like he wants what you have. Sometimes it's more just like... Well, he doesn't like that you're comfortable with yourself and he's not. And a lot of it is...

you force them to level up like because you show them what you're used to or you show them how you live and if they're not matching it you're kind of like okay dude get your shit together and then that never works long term and sometimes they don't want to and if they don't want to that's fine and then if they do I still feel like it doesn't work out long term because I still feel like they had to get better for you which means that they weren't as good for you and then they move on they're always trying to impress

And then they move on and you're like, oh, I made him this great guy and then he left me. No, because he never felt good enough for you in the first place. Tell me all my exes. I actually, I did this one guy who I thought in my head, because I was younger and he had done a lot of cool shit. I was like, he's so much cooler than me. I can't believe he likes me.

I didn't realize in my young brain that he hated himself. And the whole relationship, he made me feel bad when I was like, he's just so cool. Obviously, I feel bad about myself. He's so cool. And then when I ended it at the end because I just felt horrible about myself, he was like,

I'm sorry. Like, I'm so insecure about myself. And I'm like, what? I thought I just wasn't cool enough for you. When I say cool, I mean, like, you just feel like... You weren't good enough. Exactly. Yeah. When in his head, he felt like he wasn't good enough for me. And at the end of the day, it's just people, like, being insecure about their own stupid shit. So it's less like, are you good enough for each other? It's, are you guys good enough for yourself? Yeah. Because if you stay with people that you're, like...

becoming less than four or you feel like you're constantly like trying to better. Like it's not your fucking job. It's not your job. I genuinely feel like all of my ex-boyfriends should send me a thank you note or some type of card because every girl they've dated after me, they've stayed with. They've married. Like they've been with long term. No, because they're so traumatized by your relationship that the next person they're just like, hold me.

Or I made them the best version of themselves. I don't think that. Not that you... I just... I think that they've been like... No, I think I traumatized them a lot. You traumatized them. In a good way. They were like, I don't want to be in that war anymore. Like, I'm back from the war. I just want to find a wife and settle down. Don't make me go to Vietnam again. I also don't realize, like, how...

genuinely bitchy my face is. So, like, you could be telling me something and I could genuinely be, like, really happy for you and interested, but my face isn't showing that. And then I feel like, like, sometimes I'll catch Craig being like, so what do you think? And I'm like, no, no, that's great. And he's like, okay, well, you didn't say anything. No, you didn't make a facial expression at all. Because Des is just, like, taking in the information. I'm like, was that not hilarious? And he'll be like, no, yeah, it was hilarious. He's just a Scorpio. And I'm like, okay. So we have,

own shit happening. No, you're perfect. Like, you're literally perfect. Also, when you're dating, this was a crazy thing I read on the New York Times TikTok. Does the New York Times even have a TikTok? Okay, Chris, this is so good for you to, like, just keep an eye... Because Chris is young, Chris is learning. When you're picking a guy, pick him based on what he would do on the Titanic. Very interesting. Would he be the guy that would...

fucking sideswipe an old lady and jump on the boat to get out? Or would he be the guy making sure that the women and kids are okay? Like, what role would he play? Because we all know that dude who's such a fucking asshole and you don't know why. And then you think, what would he have done to Titanic? He would have drowned me in the ice cold water for him to go because he needs to see his mom who sucks his own dick all the time. So, like, that is literally, like...

I hate to be like, but like Des, for example, is like, he's like, maybe all Irish people are firemen, but like I know in a crisis, like he's helping people. No, I think about it a lot. Like every time I get on a plane, I'm like, okay.

Genuinely, if someone is trying to start some fuck shit on this plane, I know Craig is going to stand up and be like, not today. I was like, he's been waiting every moment to pretend to be in the CIA and like...

It's now or never. And I really think that's true. Like, when you know when you're like, I just don't like that girl's boyfriend. Yeah. I think it goes all the way to that, like, innate thing. Like, and I'll say this about Craig all the time. Like, Craig is a good fucking dude. Yeah. And it's because I know, like, if we were ever in trouble, like, Craig or Des, are there things that are not perfect with them?

So many. They're men, you know? Like, they're chucking themselves down mountains for fun. Yeah. Chris would paddle his own arms. Yes. Chris would put us on his back. He would make sure that he put the, what is it? The oxygen on first, but then immediately he's doing ours. Oh, you're talking about the plane. I was talking about the Titanic. But yes. Oh, right. I'm sorry. I forgot we switched over. Chris, would you? Plane or boat? I got you guys. Okay, thank you. Okay, that was hot. People are, like, loving Chris, by the way. I think so.

As they should. As the girls should. This is a Chris Dan podcast. One more mental health thing before I talk about Demi Lovato. So... Which oddly goes hand in hand. It does. Okay. Actually, a therapist on TikTok told me this. When something happens to you, stop trying to think about the why and just think about the what. Okay. Now, I'm an overthinker. So when anything happens, I'm like, why did this happen? How did it happen? What was the meaning? Okay.

That just gets you more in that negative space. But if something happens to you and you just think, what happened? And not, why am I feeling this way? Just go, what am I feeling? It's a game changer. You know when you get upset and immediately you spiral of like, why do I react like this? Why is this happening? Why did that trigger me? And next thing you know, your whole day is ruined. Instead, just be like, what am I feeling? Okay, I'm human. That makes sense. Something upsetting happened and now I'm upset. Can we just move on?

It's funny because something I talk about in therapy a lot is not being able to know how I feel like in a moment. And my therapist will be like, okay, and how do you feel when that happened? I'll be like, I actually have no idea. Like, I feel like I shut it off so much. Like, I don't want to think why. I don't want to think what. I'd rather just...

I'm going to leave. I think it's an in-between. Yeah. Because I think too much and I think you can numb stuff. Yeah. But instead, we both just have to be like, what happened? What did I feel? And that's okay. And now let's move on. So my therapist has made me start journaling because she's like, you can't even process your emotions because you won't even let your brain. Does she know that you can't write? I told her. And she was like, it's okay. You can do bullet points. Okay.

Writing full-out sentences. She's like, you can make it whatever you want. This is your journal. Can I voice note? You're sending voice notes to your therapist. You go, wait, I need to start voice noting, Maria. The voice notes on TikTok that make fun of voice notes is so us. No. Because, you know, like, you'll be in such a good voice note, and then you'll get a little cough. And then you have a full, you're like. Anyway, I'm not starting this over. Yeah, yeah.

But sometimes I'll be so sleepy, too, and I'll be like, wow, that was, like, really, like, I don't even know if I spoke English. Should I redo it? And I'm like, nah, she'll get it. You're doing a voice note. It's so funny. It's so embarrassing. I do it all the time. It's the biggest cringe. Because sometimes I'm like, no, no, no, stop. And then I'll say that out loud. And then you start again. You know, that reminds me of Alexis Myers. Yeah. She's like, this is Alexis Myers. Every time you yell, I have to bring her car.

I live by that. I want that on my tombstone. That's me voicing none of you. Every time you yell, I have to re-record that. You know, like when you're mad about something, but you're not going to believe what happened, and then you like fuck it up, and you're just like...

That's the part about that. I wasn't wearing, I was wearing four inch Manolos, not six inch Louboutins. I don't even remember what she said, but it was great. So Demi Lovato, who I haven't heard from in a while. Yeah, what has she been doing? Is at a heart attack convention. Okay. I don't know if that's what it was. Okay. It was like a charity thing. Yeah, okay. And she performed the song Heart Attack. Okay.

And, like, sometimes my algorithm's weird. It was, like, all my comedy friends, and they were just reposting, like, that it was hilarious. They go, I didn't know Demi Lovato was, like, comedian.

What was it, Chris? It was the American Heart Association event. I don't know. Wait, that's wild. But did they ask her to do that? They had to. You don't just go rogue and sing that song. She's not like, hey guys, I want to surprise you. That was fully approved by people. I think people are trying to make it into a thing. I think I'd rather a song that's like kind of on brand than like, I think it's weird when you're a charity and someone's like, my neck, my back, my pussy, my crotch. Like,

How did we get here? I didn't know. I feel like I've never been to a charity that they've had, like, an A-list performer. I feel like we just haven't been invited to those kind of charities. I think the galas always have, like, a talent, like, singing something. Like, to make people want to come to the charity. I've never been a huge Demi Lovato fan.

Like, fake. Yeah, listen. So I don't know much about her. I think I did watch, like, a documentary, like, years ago on her. I definitely watched a documentary. I want to see the lyrics to Heartbreak. To Heart Attack? Heart Attack. I know that Heart Attack is belted at some point during that song. Putting my defenses, oh yeah, putting my defenses up. Because I don't want to fall in love. If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack. Okay, I get it. Think I'd have a heart attack. Yeah. Okay. I think it's funny. I think it's funny. I think it's funny.

Was anyone on TikTok mad about it? Like, was anyone being like, this is so inappropriate? I don't think it was cancelable, but it went around. Yeah. Okay. Can I say one more thing? Yeah, because then I'm going to say one more thing. Okay, then I'm going to say one more thing. Okay. Have you heard about AI influencers? Yes. Coming for our jobs is all I thought. Basically, they're making these, like, really good-looking people. Like...

That are just getting followers because they're good looking and stylish. And then brands are paying them to put the clothes on them and to put... And then I was like, wait...

It's over for influencers. No, it's over. But like granted, having a personality, I mean, they probably could have a decent person. I mean, some of these AI people have way better personalities than influencers. No, they could literally make their personality whatever they wanted. Likeable, silly, like the tone of her voice. I mean, I don't think in our lifetime, but definitely in like our children's and their children's lifetime, like every, I feel like everyone will have an avatar and that's what you put out into the world.

Where did you think this of? You know me on my conspiracy theories. Yeah, you got... Like, did you see the kid on the subway with the apple...

And he was like on his computer and like doing shit. And like, I just feel like at some point we're all just going to be home on our couches with that shit on. And that's how we like go and do things in the world. Isn't that scary? It's so scary. Should we have children? If that ever really happened, we would have to move to a farm. I was literally about to say. That's where our cult starts. Start a commune. We're hunters. The men are gatherers. We literally just have kids and we chill there because I won't be able to do that shit. We make honey. We make honey.

My mom's been dying to get Italian bees. She called me one day. Did you know that you can get Italian bees imported? The honey's supposed to be amazing. So much better than everyone else's honey. I was like, where are you keeping these bees? She's wild. She's like, why does this honey taste like chicken parmesan?

What were you going to say? Everyone and their mom now has a bob. And so I feel like I have to – I can't have a bob anymore. But I love my bob. Like, I think I'm a short hair girly. Yeah.

But my hair is like long right now. No, it's long right now. And my hairstylist keeps sending me one particular picture of inspiration of inspiration. And he's like, if you don't do this, like you have to. And I think I'm going to do it. Wait, I'm nervous. I'm going to show you guys. And I'm going to say yes, regardless. And I'm going to put it in the newsletter. Oh, wait. Also, people have been messaging me. They still think the newsletter is a bit.

Guys, we actually, they can't believe that we actually. No, we have to collect our thoughts. It took us forever, but we've put together the most badass newsletter. And we have such a system. We have a system. Okay, ready? Yeah. It is a crazy Facetune photo, though. That's a crazy Facetune photo. That's a crazy Facetune photo. That's not her actual face, but I'm just looking at the hair. I like it. I just know you're going to be over it in like two months. I think I'm going to do it during Fashion Week. And then I'll cry about it later. No, you're right. For Fashion Week, you really should.

You should have a, I want you to shave your head. The only thing I think is my hair does grow really quickly. So I'm like. You'll be fine. Well, you had curtain bangs. How was that experience? I hated it. So instead you're going full. Wait, are we not telling what you showed me? No, I'm going to put it in the newsletter, but then I might do it on Friday. Okay.

Because I feel like my hair should be a little longer to do it, but I'm getting too anxious. Or you go super short, like Audrey Hepburn. No, stop trying to make me do that. No, you're not going to. You don't have to shave it. Wait, imagine we fought the whole time. We don't have to shave it. Like Dixie D'Amelio's hair.

Even a little longer than that. But not like Taylor Hill shag. Like an in-between. No, I can't. Maybe when I'm a mom. You would be so chic. After I get married, I'll do it. When you get pregnant, do it. Oh, you want me to be 500 pounds with short hair? Stop trying to sabotage me. My mom did it in the 90s. It was cool. She said she was really hot. She was really hot in the summer and was like, shave me, motherfuckers. No, that's something we don't talk about planning our pregnancies because I will not be pregnant in the summer. That's Giggly Squad in 2028. Like, I'm not. I refuse.

I won't do it. I can't be. I don't think that's how it works. No, I'm not doing it because I can't be hot and sweaty. I won't. That's called my entire life.

One documentary I want you guys to watch is the Lil Nas documentary that came out. Oh, where was he? Why was he there last night? He's been like working on his own shit. But he's, it was an amazing documentary because they talk about him being America's sweetheart with Old Town Road coming out and then for him to literally have to come out as gay and then people thinking that he was the devil who was like tricking kids to like want to turn gay and he had to like deal with that emotionally. Was that a real thing people thought? Yeah, that was what they were saying. You also can't trick someone.

someone into being gay. There's so many things that are wrong about it, but he felt guilt because people were like, you made our children like you, and then now you're trying to... Also, being gay does not equate to sexualizing children. No. And then his family is very old school, and they're all very accepting of him after he came out. But it's an interesting, vulnerable, beautiful...

I have to go text Niall Rogers back. But I love you guys so much. Thank you for giggling. We have Fashion Week upon us. Keep an eye out for Paige's content. And yeah, I love you. Goodbye.