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The Last Thing on the List

2025/1/23
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Glenn Washington: 我很幸运能分享我的个人生活故事,这迫使我反思过去,并从中学习。喜剧演员最接近真相,因为最有趣的事情往往是真实发生的,而嘲笑自己是最难的。最好的喜剧演员会将完整的自我带到舞台上。卡桑德拉·D决定面对并嘲笑自己的抑郁症。虽然这是一个关于寻找希望的故事,但它也讨论了自杀意念。 Cassandra Dee: 我觉得幽默是我们之间唯一的共同语言。我一直对一切都感到悲伤。我以讲黑色幽默而闻名。我喜欢让人们嘲笑他们不想笑的事情。我最终服用了百忧解,儿童剂量的百忧解,它解决了所有问题,但它开始让我体重增加。我被诊断为快乐。我开始服用一种抗抑郁药,结果却一直在反刍。我无法停止对这件事的愤怒。我要伤害自己,我要让他们感到难过。我的大脑不让我冷静下来。我想在我的童年卧室里自杀,让我的父母发现我的尸体。我把这个想法写了下来,并把它变成了一个笑话。我意识到我的治疗师没有出现。我觉得这很可笑。我决定暂时不讲任何关于自杀或我的精神健康的笑话。我必须停止谈论这件事,才能停止想做这件事。我该如何分享我是谁,而又不总是想着我的抑郁症? Brett Ween: 这个故事传达了人们在自杀危机中经常体验到的矛盾情绪。通过暂时移除获得致命手段的途径来帮助某人度过那个可能的行动的激烈阶段是可以挽救生命的。研究表明,在大多数情况下,这个人不会简单地找到另一种方式。他们会活下来,他们会得到帮助。

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Standup comic Cassandra Dee struggles with depression. She jokes about it in her standup comedy but isn’t sure if she can pull it off. She jokes about the kids that bullied her growing up, the bad dates, the suicidal ideations, the failed therapy sessions. The audience laughs, but she wonders… has she gone too far? And - a story from a young woman feeling trapped in her body, until one day she finds the perfect getaway vehicle. 

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The Last Thing on the List from Love & Radio

Standup comic Cassandra Dee struggles with depression. She jokes about it in her standup comedy but isn’t sure if she can pull it off. She jokes about the kids that bullied her growing up, the bad dates, the suicidal ideations, the failed therapy sessions. The audience laughs, but she wonders… has she gone too far?

Although this is a story about finding hope, please note it discusses suicidal ideation. Please take care while listening.

Thank you, thank you, to Cassandra Dee for sharing her story. Cassandra's comedy special, Uncle Earth), is available for free on YouTube from Helium Comedy Studios.) You can also find her on Instagram).

This story was produced by Justin Kramon with Ana Adlerstein for the **Love and Radio podcast. **)

Love and Radio is like family to Snap. Their stories are intense, strange, and unlike anything in podcasting – and they’re launching their tenth season later this year. 

Special thanks to Aviva DeKornfeld for her help on this story. Huge thanks also to Brett Wean at the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. Artwork by Teo Ducot.

Help is available. If you or a loved one is in crisis, please call the Suicide Crisis Lifeline at 988 in the US. You can learn more about suicide prevention, healing, and connect locally with others whose lives have been affected by suicide through the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention).

**The Minivan **

A young woman feels trapped in her body, until one day she finds the perfect getaway vehicle.

This story was performed at Snap LIVE at The Power Center in Ann Arbor, Michigan, in partnership with Michigan Radio and The Ann Arbor Summer Festival. Original Music by Alex Mandel. Music performed by Alex Mandel, Tim Frick, and David Brandt. Re-recording mix by Pat Mesiti-Miller.

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